Chapter 64: No Turning Back
"So what do we do? With this setup, bathing together as three is probably impossible. Personally, I wouldn’t mind with his setting, but you wouldn’t like that, right?"
"I would hate that!"
"Then Qiong Xing and I will go in, and Elias can go alone..."
"You two go first. I’ll go last."
Although he understood that they were about to do that, he didn’t want to be seen by the two of them even during the preparation.
This was something he absolutely could not back down on, and when he said so, Elias and Leander who are still bickering with each other went ahead to wash themselves first.
"W-what should I do... We’re really going to go all the way, right? What if I can’t do it properly... what should I do?"
He tried running through various simulations in his head, but the embarrassment became too much and he gave up halfway through.
"I mean, it’s not like I’m some girl doing this for the first time, so I need to pull myself together... but it’s still embarrassing."
As Qiong Xing lay on the bed groaning softly, the mattress creaked as it sank and two warm hands gently patted his head.
"Come on, Qiong Xing, you should go too."
"Do you want me to help you?"
"No, thank you!!"
He firmly rejected Leander’s smiling offer.
He quickly sat up and headed for the bath.
Qiong Xing tried to steady his pounding heart as he finished getting ready, but the clothes he had taken off were nowhere to be found.
"...Huh? Why?"
In their place was only a single and fairly large bath towel.
Was he supposed to just wrap this around himself and go out?
He searched around, but since nothing else turned up, that had to be the case.
Reluctantly, he wrapped it around his waist, but it felt insecure, like everything else was exposed.
When he tried wrapping it from his chest instead, he hated how it made him look like a woman.
After some deliberation, he draped it over his shoulders so that it covered him down to above the knees, which finally made him feel a bit more at ease.
"Um... what happened to my clothes?"
"You don’t need them, do you?"
"If they were there, you’d just put them on."
So the two of them really were the culprits.
At this point, there was nothing to do but give up.
After taking a single deep breath, Qiong Xing stepped toward the bed where they were waiting.
Forcing his legs, which felt like they might stop at any moment to move he finally made it to the bedside.
In the blink of an eye, both of his hands were taken and he was made to sit down on the bed.
"Are you scared?"
"N-no, I’m not scared."
"Your voice is shaking."
As the two of them looked at him with worried expressions, their brows drawn together, Qiong Xing tightened his grip on the hands he was holding.
"I’m really not scared. It’s just that... it’s embarrassing and I’m nervous..."
When he apologized, saying that no matter how many times he did it, he could never get used to this kind of act, it was they who ended up apologizing to him instead.
"Originally, you could have chosen a woman, Qiong Xing. We’re the ones forcing this on you. If it were between humans, it probably wouldn’t have been such a burden. But I’m sorry, I can’t let you go anymore. You’re the only one for me."
"Me too. I followed you because it was you, Qiong Xing. If you weren’t here, I’d probably still be living alone in the forest. I know it’ll be hard at first, but I want all of you."
If it was these two who wanted him with their entire beings then there would be no regrets.
He had heard that the first time was painful, but if he was afraid of that, he would never be able to move forward.
If the embarrassment and tension were born from loving them, then he had to overcome them.
A man needs courage!
"If someone like me is acceptable, then please make me yours."
When Qiong Xing tightly wrapped his arms around the necks of the two in front of him, they both smiled and hugged him back.
"Then I’ll go first."
As Leander said that, he grabbed Qiong Xing by the chin and kissed him.
It was a deep kiss with his tongue being pushed in from the very start and as his knees trembled where he knelt, Elias came up behind him.
He sniffing at his neck and planting kisses all over his body.
"Mm... uh, nn... nngh... n!"
As he grew intoxicated by Leander’s ravenous and intense kiss, it was as if to scold him for it that his nipple was suddenly pinched tightly.
That spot that was already thoroughly trained to feel pleasure was flushed red and standing proudly, as though insistently demanding more.
"Qiong Xing really likes his nipples being played, huh. If you do this here..."
"Ah, no! Ah!"
When Elias grabbed his nipple from behind and tugged it slightly, then rolled and kneaded the tip, a strange sound escaped him from how good it felt.
But with both of his hands restrained by Leander, he couldn’t even cover his mouth.
"Elias! Elias, that’s not okay, that’s not okay!"
"Really? It’s saying it feels good right here, you know?"
When his half risen penis was stroked at that point, he had no choice but to admit it and unable to stop his hips from rocking.
"No, it feels good. It feels too good, I’m going to lose my mind!"
"Go ahead and lose it. I’m not holding back today either."
"Leander? What? Ah, no, wait, no no no! Not there, that’s hyaa... ah, ah, ah, no, you’re not supposed to!"
At some point, Elias had let go of his penis, and instead, Leander who had crouched down in front of him suddenly took it into his mouth.