She couldn't even remember when was the last time her heart fluttered.
When was the last time she could still feel her heart flutter for Gu Yan Sheng.
It seemed like for a very long period of time, the only thing she could feel was hatred.
Hatred to the utmost extent, without any other emotions!
An Nuan looked at the man in front of her in a daze.
She actually couldn't even tell whether what she felt for Ye Jinghuai now was a fluttering heart, or just being moved...
No matter which feeling it was, it wouldn't make too much difference to her.
She admitted.
What Xiao Nanchen had just told her, she was really shaken.
She really wanted to, regardless of everything, truly choose to be with Ye Jinghuai wholeheartedly.
Even when she walked to Ye Jinghuai's side and saw him covered in wounds, she thought, should she believe him one more time?
Should she believe in Ye Jinghuai one more time?
Ye Jinghuai was different from Gu Yan Sheng.
Gu Yan Sheng wouldn't sacrifice his life for her.
He wouldn't even pretend to.
But Ye Jinghuai really could, nearly die for her.
In the end.
She still shrank back.
The more she cared, the more she would be afraid.
The more serious she was, the more vigilant she would become.
She was no longer the naive girl, no longer the woman who could disregard everything for love.
She had more important things than feelings.
So, the only repayment she could give to Ye Jinghuai was time.
Time could perhaps change a lot.
Change her heart, change her feelings.
Time could perhaps one day allow her to truly be willing to be with him.
Without any benefits.
Without any grudges.
Just, deep love.
An Nuan slowly, controlled her inner emotions.
Controlling her tears, slowly taking them back.
She had become a woman who could freely give and take in love.
No longer bound by love.
She said, "It's late, you should sleep early. If you feel uncomfortable, call me and I'll sleep on the bed next to you."
An Nuan felt that was enough to say.
They made a promise to each other that wasn't really a promise.
As for the future...just go with the flow.
After An Nuan finished speaking, she turned around, ready to leave.
"An Nuan." Ye Jinghuai suddenly called out to stop her.
It was rare that he would call her name.
Once he called her name, it must be something very serious.
An Nuan looked back at him.
"Just now you said you didn't know how to repay me?!" Ye Jinghuai asked her with a serious expression.
An Nuan was clearly somewhat surprised.
Didn't she just say it?
Give her time to slowly precipitate these feelings.
At least she wouldn't deliberately reject or resolutely oppose developing feelings with him anymore.
What more did he want?!
"Kiss me." Ye Jinghuai said suddenly.
To be honest.
He really wanted to kiss her.
Anytime, anywhere.
And at this moment, undeniably he wanted it more.
Heaven knows.
How panicked he was the moment he knew she was in danger.
At this moment.
It wasn't that after a narrow escape from death he wanted her warmth, but rather he desperately wanted to feel her existence.
He was really afraid that she would suddenly just disappear from his world.
As if he had experienced it before.
An unimaginable pain.
Always felt like he never wanted to experience it again in this lifetime.
But in fact.
Had he really experienced it before?!
He felt very confused.
So he just wanted.
Just wanted to deeply feel her existence.
Use her sweetest warmth to feel that she was still alive by his side.
His throat moved slightly.
Kissed by An Nuan he felt a bit restless.
Originally.
He didn't expect to necessarily be able to persuade An Nuan.
Originally...
He also didn't expect An Nuan to be so enthusiastic.
At this moment.
On the contrary, it made him a little at a loss, just letting An Nuan be on his lips, clearly somewhat eager.
It really was eager.
An Nuan didn't even know why she would be so impulsive to actually kiss him.
And really, kissed...very passionately.
She was actually still a little angry.
Kissing him with a hint of petulance.
Thinking that anyway it wouldn't cost anything.
She could be more generous to her life-saving benefactor.
But when she really touched his lips, she was harder to control than she expected.
Her little tongue was...involuntarily.
When she reacted, she got such a big shock.
And when she really reacted, she wanted to leave directly.
Just as she was about to do so.
Her head was suddenly gripped tightly from behind.
"Mmm!" An Nuan stared tightly at Ye Jinghuai.
At this moment being controlled by him, unable to get away.
Their lips still locked deeply together.
What An Nuan was thinking about now wasn't that they were still kissing.
But that Ye Jinghuai was so severely injured, yet he was still acting indecently...
"Mmm." The resistance in An Nuan's eyes was gradually melted away by him.
This was the first time she knew that Ye Jinghuai could kiss so gently. Completely different from his usual overbearingness, his lips on hers, gently and progressively deeper.
The two's passionate kiss lasted a very long time.
It was Ye Jinghuai who took the initiative to end it.
An Nuan was even still feeling a bit...unsatisfied for a moment.
She looked at Ye Jinghuai hazily, looking at his sudden stop.
"Miss An, if you keep going like this it will really make me commit a crime." Ye Jinghuai's hoarse voice reminded.
An Nuan suddenly snapped back to her senses.
She had actually just now, sunk into Ye Jinghuai's kiss, losing herself.
She hurriedly got up.
Panting heavily.
This experienced ladies man Ye Jinghuai, his kissing skills really were superb as expected.
The more she thought about it, the redder her face got.
Her whole body felt hot.
At that moment she even heard Ye Jinghuai's hoarse voice saying, "If Miss An feels unsatisfied, I can also try crawling up..."
"Shut up!" An Nuan yelled at him.
Didn't want to hear a single word.
Ye Jinghuai actually laughed.
With his face injured like this, he still dared to laugh happily.
Didn't even look at how scary he looked when laughing.
"I'm going to sleep!" An Nuan said angrily and anxiously, and went directly to the adjacent caregiver bed.
Ye Jinghuai watched An Nuan's angry style, watched her directly curl up in the quilt, watched her wrap herself into a cocoon...
"Aren't you afraid you'll suffocate yourself?" Ye Jinghuai asked her.
"You go to sleep quickly." An Nuan said loudly from inside the quilt.
"I'll sleep if you stick your head out."
"No!"
"Which part of you haven't I seen, what are you shy about?!" Ye Jinghuai laughed.
"Ye Jinghuai!" An Nuan suddenly popped out from the quilt, face red as she asked, "Did you peep at me?!"
"Didn't peep." Ye Jinghuai smiled, "Looked openly and fairly."
"..."
"Rest assured, you fit all of my aesthetic standards."
Damn it.
This turtle bastard Ye Jinghuai!