An Nuan lightly bit her lip.
She was trying to control her emotions.
She loved him......
Was it really that obvious?!
She thought.
As long as she firmly believed that she didn't love him.
Then she really didn't love him.
But she didn't expect.
That she was actually just deceiving herself.
She didn't expect.
That Ye Jinghuai had seen through it all clearly.
While she had been intentionally disguising it from him all this time. What was it all for?!
"An Nuan, I love you," Ye Jinhua said, profoundly confessing to her.
In fact.
Ye Jinghuai had said that he liked her once before.
That night.
Ye Jinghuai, badly injured and lying in a hospital bed, had saved her.
In the dead of the night.
He said.
"An Nuan I like you."
It wasn't delirious ramblings.
It had never been.
She had deliberately ignored it.
"Does Miss An have anything else she wants to say?" Ye Jinghuai asked.
Not getting a response from her.
And not forcing her to answer either.
As if having the confidence, believing that she loved him.
So there was no need for her to say it out loud.
An Nuan slowly gathered her thoughts.
She said, "Are you angry tonight?"
Ye Jinghuai's brow furrowed slightly.
"About what Tong Zhitong said," An Nuan looked at Ye Jinghuai, "Saying that in order to live, I used my own body to trade."
"I'm not angry," Ye Jinghuai's voice was firm, seemingly carrying a hint of gloom, "In the face of life itself, innocence is worthless. I'm even glad that you chose this method, to keep yourself alive!"
If he had arrived and seen An Nuan's cold body... He didn't know what he would have become.
On the way here.
He had actually thought a lot.
He could accept An Nuan having ten thousand kinds of outcomes.
The only thing he couldn't accept was her death.
"I also feel that life is more important," An Nuan said, seeming to explain why Tong Zhitong had accused her tonight, "I don't know why, I just feel that you would definitely appear, even if you weren't in Qing City, I still feel that you would definitely come back to save me. Even though Tong Zhitong kept saying that the things you're doing now, no one can affect you. But I believe, you would appear, I believe, the only person in this world who would come to save me, would definitely come!"
At that moment, Ye Jinghuai seemed to involuntarily, grip An Nuan's hand tighter.
Probably also afraid.
Afraid.
Of arriving a step too late.
And An Nuan would be...dead.
"So I did use this extreme method to buy myself more time," An Nuan said profoundly, "But when the man was about to violate me, I regretted it in that split second."
Ye Jinghuai's expression inevitably changed slightly.
He didn't care about her innocence.
He just couldn't stand.
All the pain she had suffered.
"Regretting, why I rejected you, why I didn't give you my first time," An Nuan saw the emotional changes in Ye Jinghuai's eyes.
Sometimes she really felt.
He was so cold it was scary.
No one could see what he was thinking.
Sometimes she felt.
He was also a person with seven emotions and six desires, he was also just an ordinary man.
"It doesn't matter anymore," The warmth in Ye Jinghuai's eyes could melt any woman.
His fingers went deep into her soft hair, propping up her cheek.
He said, "No matter how many times, it's fine."
No matter how many times.
As long as she was alive, it was fine.
"Do you want to know if I was really violated by a man?" An Nuan asked him.
"I'll find out eventually," Ye Jinghuai said directly.
An Nuan's eyes flickered slightly.
The underlying meaning of this sentence was.
He didn't want to know right now.
She had wanted to make it less difficult for him.
"When you're willing to marry me," Ye Jinghuai said.
With a serious look.
Yet she felt he was being flippant.
Ye Jinghuai was so unfathomable.
Anyway.
She had given up trying to figure him out.
She only suddenly remembered what Tong Zhitong said, that Ye Jinghuai would only disregard everything for one person.
That person wasn't her, it wasn't Tong Zhitong.
So who was it?!
Now.
She really didn't want to know either.
Just like Ye Jinghuai didn't want to know if she was still a virgin.
When you really want to love someone.
You really can't care too much about those things.
Moreover.
Before meeting each other, everything in the past only needed to be accounted for to oneself, there was no need to explain to others.
She once had Gu Yan Sheng.
Ye Jinghuai also had...the person dearest to his heart.
It was fair.
Having figured everything out.
An Nuan suddenly took the initiative to hug Ye Jinghuai's neck.
One had to know between a man and woman.
Adult men and women, how dangerous intimate gestures like these were.
Plus.
Her seductive words, "Now, I'm willing."
This time.
It was Ye Jinghaui's turn to be shocked.
She could clearly feel Ye Jinghuai's body suddenly tense up.
He looked straight at An Nuan.
Probably not having expected her to give in so quickly.
Clearly.
A few days ago, no, even earlier tonight.
Her rejection towards him had been plain to see.
Yet now suddenly......
Ye Jinghuai's eyes widened.
Because An Nuan took the initiative to kiss him.
Her little tongue even slipped in......
Ye Jinghuai couldn't withstand the temptation.
Couldn't withstand An Nuan's temptation.
He couldn't even withstand a look from her.
His big hand held the back of her head, letting their kiss go deeper.
Letting their bodies press tighter.
"Ah, it hurts!" An Nuan suddenly cried out.
Her eyes were red.
Ye Jinghuai endured until his heart, lungs and liver exploded, "I haven't even touched you yet, where are you hurt?!"
"You touched my wound," An Nuan said with tearful eyes.
"Are you playing with me?!" Ye Jinghuai's handsome face was now distorted.
"I just forgot that I'm still a patient."
Ye Jinghuai just looked at her like that.
Wanted to kill her even.
"You don't want blood flowing like a river right."
"One day, I'll be tortured to death by you!" Ye Jinghuai released An Nuan's body.
He really endured it until his body almost exploded, before letting her go.
Then rushed into the bathroom.
The sound of a shower could be heard.
An Nuan actually felt somewhat guilty too.
Just now she had also only lost her senses for a moment because of...being immersed in passion.
Ye Jinghuai took a cold shower.
He lay on the bed feeling icy cold all over.
Because it took him awhile, An Nuan was already asleep by then.
This petty Ye Jinghuai.
Got into bed afterwards and deliberately kept his distance from her, even separated by quite a bit.
Sleeping together every night usually.
This guy wished he could squeeze her to the edge of the bed!
Men.
Really were animals that thought with their lower halves.
An Nuan lightly pursed her lips and said, "Ye Jinghuai, actually tonight, no one violated me."
She still said it.
It was to.
Make up for leaving him unsatisfied tonight.
In the darkness.
The corners of a certain man's mouth slightly turned up.
This was probably the most pleasant thing he had heard in his life.
Not "first time".
But rather, "keeping it for him".