There are plenty of you dissatisfied with how I rebooted Marvel. But that’s expected. Why? Because I don’t even know Marvel comic books. I’ve already stated multiple times that I don’t know shit about much of Western culture, so I don’t know what Marvel or DC "good" comics should look like. And I don’t want to research that topic. Why? Because it takes too much time, and I prefer focusing on the game stuff. At the end of the day, I made Zaboru buy Marvel so he’d be able to make games based on their characters.
Sorry for the rant. Somehow today I’m really easily pissed—maybe because I have a lot of problems at the office and in my life. I expected writing to be my escape, and guess what? I got hate comments instead. Just great.
I want to avoid reading comments, but there are many positive comments as well, like "Thanks for the Chapter" comments. Somehow, I really love seeing those. But seeing hate comments really makes my day worse. I can’t be perfect, and I don’t want to be. Orıginal content can be found at 𝕟𝕠𝕧𝕖𝕝✦𝘧𝙞𝙧𝙚✦𝕟𝕖𝕥
Also, I want to let you guys know that this is my story, so how long I make it—like right now, 450+ Chapters on 8-bit consoles—that’s on me. And I love writing it. I’ve grown as a writer, learning how to pace properly. Even though I’m still far from good, I still love my own development, lol.
Fun fact Do you guys know how much time I spend creating one Chapter? For a short Chapter, I spend around 40 minutes, but for time skips with a lot of words, I spend like 1 hour or even more—up to 1.5 hours there even a Chapters when i spend 2 hours in it. And I’m not trying to brag, but that time is really precious for me. At my office, I spend my lunch break and writing when i stop working at 19:30 so I’m going home around 20.30 to create one Chapter on weekdays then tomorrow need to arrive at the offices at max of 08:00.
Of course, I’m not saying you all should be grateful that I’m making this kind of effort. No, I don’t want that. I just want to rant here to feel a bit better. It’s really hard these days—for my life and work.
I write for myself, not for money. Do you think I’m writing here for money? money? It’s still great, and I feel joy when I receive it, but I never write for money. If it were about money, I would’ve already increased the prices of my or stopped writing altogether , i wrote this for my dream because i really want to create these types of novel and now its already here i can’t abandon it easily.
Anyway, this is just a rant of mine. My mind is not in the right state right now. Thanks for reading, as always.