Kibum’s instinct told him to feel Yunyu once more because he was the person that would fill this void in their hearts, Kibum’s heart, and Taewoo’s.
It was like a gamble for Kibum. He wasn’t the person who would embrace someone else. He didn’t even know whether he was interested in a man or not since he took this job to get some experience during his gap year.
He was never in love nor interested in anyone in his life before.
Yet, when he saw Bai Yunyu for the first time, he wouldn’t lie that his heart skipped a bit.
’This is the chance, Kibum. This person is the only one that will give you happiness. He is your soulmate... our soulmate.’
The voice inside Kibum’s head started bugging him again. He got annoyed and retorted in his head, ’Is that you, Taewoo? Stop trying to do something crazy! He is just a stranger!’
’He is not a stranger! Damn it!’ Lee Taewoo, inside Kibum’s head, started acting up again. As his twin brother, he also had the right to this body they shared together. So, when Taewoo started acting up, Kibum would lose control of his body.
He tried hard to suppress Taewoo, afraid that Lee Taewoo might do something crazy towards Bai Yunyu.
’Hee~ Why are you trying to suppress me right now? This man is just a stranger, right?’ Taewoo taunted.
’Shut up!’ Kibum yelled back as he suppressed his twin brother inside his body.
Meanwhile, Yunyu watched the twisted expression on Kibum’s face as if he was suppressing something in his head.
And Yunyu was familiar with such expression. Because he often saw Kibum making that face when he was trying hard to suppress Kim Taewoo’s soul.
[So, Taewoo is still inside Kibum’s body, right?]
[If Kibum doesn’t remember anything, maybe Taewoo remembers!]
Yunyu quickly wrapped Lee Kibum’s fingers with his palm and then directed Kibum’s fingers to touch his chest.
"Y—Yunyu, why?"
"Sshh, my dear Kibum, you don’t need to suppress anything. Feel my heart, and you will know that our heart has been connected since long ago," Yunyu said. He leaned in and took the initiative to give Lee Kibum a deep kiss.
They closed their eyes and enjoyed the long and breathless kiss for a while until Lee Kibum suddenly opened his eyes and wrapped his hand around Yunyu’s hips.
He pulled Yunyu into his embrace and hugged him tightly as they continued their kissing session on the sofa.
"Mmmh... ah..." Yunyu was enjoying the kiss. But he stopped abruptly as he remembered that he couldn’t be in a relationship with anyone because it would only be casual sex since his heart was only for Han Ye Gege.
"T—Taewoo... don’t...." Yunyu struggled lightly, trying to break free from Lee Taewoo. But the latter was so strong that he continued hugging Yunyu while tasting the neck of his beloved.
"Why not? Yunyu, do you know how much I missed you?" Taewoo asked. "Days after days, I keep dreaming about you, about what happened in that world. Kibum might not remember anything, but I do!"
"I’ve been telling him to follow Mom to China, hoping to find a way back to you, Yunyu. Now that I finally found you, you want me to stop?"
Taewoo was a lot more outspoken and emotional than Kibum. He had been enduring the pain of missing Yunyu in his life for so long.
His kiss trailed down to Yunyu’s collarbone, "You’re still as tasty as ever, Yunyu. In any form, you’re still the sweetest candy I can ever taste."
"Ah! T—Taewoo, please, I can’t do this with you in this world," Yunyu begged. He was afraid that he’d drown into the pleasure that Taewoo offered."
Because their body was the most comfortable to each other, they connected through sex, and if this kept going on, Yunyu knew that he might be drowning in desire.
"Why? Do you not like Kibum or me anymore? We are still in the same body in this world, strangely. But both of us love you equally, Yunyu," Taewoo stated.
"I know that, but... my heart is not for you guys in this world..." Yunyu said upfront. He didn’t want to dilly-dally and confused Taewoo even more.
He didn’t want to give false hope.
Taewoo paused for a while. He kept staring at Yunyu as if he had just heard something unbelievable.
"No, no way...." Taewoo shook his head, refusing to believe what Yunyu said. "You... you’re ditching me?"
"I’m not," Yunyu sighed. He leaned on Taewoo’s chest and spoke gently. He knew this was a very sensitive matter, so he didn’t want to sound mean. "Taewoo, our love in that world... you know it’s sincere, right?"
Taewoo nodded. It was a mutual understanding that they were in a love triangle.
Taewoo and Kibum loved Yunyu equally, and Yunyu also loved him back. That was why he was so shocked when Yunyu said that he wasn’t interested in Taewoo anymore.
"I still love you, Taewoo. But not in this world, you know this place isn’t your original world, right?"
Taewoo nodded again. He got the image of Bai Yunyu from his vivid dream. He kept dreaming about Yunyu over and over until it became a sort of obsession to find Bai Yunyu. He had to meet with his beloved once more.
But he knew this wasn’t his world. He wasn’t originated in here.
"And I only have one heart in this world. I cannot share it with anyone, not to you or Kibum."
"Then who? Who owned your heart?" Taewoo asked depressingly. His heart was shattered when Yunyu didn’t pick him.
He would still accept if Yunyu picked Kibum instead.
But this was an entirely different person that Yunyu loved.
Yunyu hesitated to tell Taewoo about the person he was in love with. He didn’t want to hear another person mocking Han Ye or calling him out for his scumminess.
In Yunyu’s heart, Han Ye Gege was perfect and would always be perfect.
But Taewoo also had the right to know, especially knowing their long history in that world.
Yunyu took a deep breath and muttered one name, "Han Ye."