Yunyu was cornered as Han Ye, and the old man walked towards him, "I will get a lot of money from your body, Yunyu. You will be useful for me, at least once."
"No, Gege, please don’t!" Yunyu was so terrified that his legs were trembling. He slumped on the floor while still looking up at Han Ye Gege with fear in his eyes.
He started crying again, and Han Ye hesitated for a moment. The glass in his hand started shaking as he tried to control himself. Everything was meant to be like this. They were meant to ruin each other.
No matter how much he gave it to Yunyu, all Yunyu wanted was just a game where Han Ye would be the one who suffered.
And now, Han Ye wanted Yunyu to taste his own medicine, at least once.
Han Ye steeled his heart and crouched in front of Yunyu. He grabbed Yunyu’s jaw and said, "Bai Yunyu, do you remember what you did to me?"
Bai Yunyu’s mind already blanked out due to fear, he couldn’t see anything except Han Ye Gege right now, but when confronted with such a question, he could only shake his head because he knew nothing.
He remembered nothing.
"So it’s true...." Han Ye gritted his teeth and clenched Yunyu’s jaw. He forced Yunyu to open his mouth, but Yunyu started struggling to no avail. "Stop struggling and drink this!"
"No! No! Urk!" Han Ye chugged the water into Yunyu’s mouth, forcing him to drink everything.
After he drank it, Yunyu felt heat all over his body, and he felt sleepy instantly.
"W—What did you give me?" Yunyu asked weakly as he rested his head on the wall. His breathing was no longer rushed, and his heart gradually relaxed, even though he was still terrified right now. el
"I spiked the drink with a drug to make you feel good tonight. You won’t feel anything until tomorrow morning. Aren’t I good enough for you? At least you won’t feel it when you got ravaged by the old man."
Yunyu instantly knew that he was doomed now. There was no turning back. There was no saving for himself.
Thus, he just accepted with a sad smile and said, "Gege, with my suffering now, are you happy?"
He slowly closed his eyes and went into a deep sleep for the whole night.
Han Ye’s heart was hurting again when he heard Bai Yunyu ask him whether he was happy or not. Because he couldn’t answer that. He didn’t know whether he was actually happy for the revenge, or he was just doing this to curb his wrath after an endless torment.
"He is sleeping, finally," Han Ye said.
"Then, should I start doing it?" The old man said as he untied his bathrobe.
Han Ye got up immediately and glared at the naked old man, "Who told you to show your wrinkly body?"
The old man was surprised, "But you said that I should come here tonight. Isn’t this what you paid me for?" He asked, confused about the change in Han Ye.
"I told you to come here and give him a scare. Now you’re done, leave."
"Huh? But--"
"LEAVE!" Han Ye shouted in front of the old man’s face. The old man got scared and quickly covered his body again.
"Y—You said that you don’t love him. But why are you protecting him now? If you hate him so much, you would’ve left him to get fucked by random people!" The old man retaliated back. He felt that Han Ye was being indecisive right now.
But that retaliation only angered Han Ye even further. He grabbed the old man’s neck and flung him across the room until his back hit the door, "LEAVE BEFORE I BREAK YOUR NECK!"
The old man felt the strong grip that choked him easily. He got scared and quickly scurried away from the house, leaving only Han Ye and Yunyu alone now.
Han Ye closed the door, then turned his head at Bai Yunyu, still unconscious. He took a deep breath and carefully carried Yunyu in bridal style. He gently put Yunyu on the bed and started undressing him carefully, so he wouldn’t hurt Bai Yunyu.
He didn’t have the intention to be rough now. Because the scare was done, he got what he wanted. Bai Yunyu had no more smile on his face.
A broken Bai Yunyu, who didn’t hide all his emotion under the mask of acting. Sometimes, Yunyu’s acting was so convincing that Han Ye himself couldn’t control to react in a certain way that Yunyu wanted.
After he unbuttoned Yunyu’s shirt, he continued staring at Yunyu for a while before caressing the edge of Yunyu’s eyes with his thumb.
"You never understand my pain, Bai Yunyu. To you, I am just a toy to play around with, to entertain your life. No matter how much I gave you, you never had enough."
"Why do you look at me with that desperation in your eyes? Do you feel wronged? Why do you have to feel wronged when you’re the one who started everything?"
...
Han Ye’s fingers carefully traced on Yunyu’s nose, cheek, and then lips.
The voice in his heart told him that Yunyu’s lips weren’t exclusive to him. That he was a whore who fucked all men.
But Han Ye was still convinced that Yunyu’s lips were still the tastiest lips he ever tasted, not that he ever tasted someone else’s lips.
But the addiction was real, the lips that pulled him into a trap created by Bai Yunyu. Sometimes, he wondered, what made him fall in love so hard with this guy?
Han Ye lowered his head and gently kissed Bai Yunyu on the lips. The heat started rushing around his body as he wanted to plunder more from the body of Bai Yunyu, but he tried his best to hold himself.
Because he refused to fall into the same trap.
After tasting Yunyu’s lips, his hand continued tracing on Yunyu’s smooth skin. He covered Yunyu’s neck with his hand, he could kill Yunyu like this, but he never intended to do so.
His hand went down to the pink nipples and the belly button. Yunyu was very slender because he was malnourished in this world.
But it was his own stupidity for supporting him. Up to this day, Han Ye still couldn’t understand why Yunyu decided to give all his heart and devotion to him while still remembering nothing about them in the past.
He could fuck Yunyu while he was asleep, but he would never do that. He just wanted to spend more time with Yunyu before tomorrow came.
He knew that his time with Yunyu was short in this world, and Yunyu would kill him again, like usual.
He carefully lay on the bed and positioned Yunyu to sleep in his arm.
Han Ye hugged Yunyu from behind, spooning him in a warm embrace. Han Ye could feel the warm breath of Bai Yunyu tickling his chest. He closed his eyes and enjoyed the feeling of hugging his beloved before the tragedy repeated itself tomorrow morning.
"You’re the one who started everything. And you will be the one who repeats the same sin, over and over until we are nothing but ashes, Bai Yunyu."