Prayer
I face the paperwork with a feeling of praying.
Raise funds, purchase the needed materials from various places, deliver them, assign personnel and distribute them.
To put it in words, it is only that, in order for each step of the process to work, I must look over the entire territory, assume every risk possibility, and construct measures against it.
In other words, what I want to say is that, including me, the officers are working nonstop tirelessly.
However, no one is silent.
Depending on how we work, it will change into an easy and friendly atmosphere.
Above all, all the officials are fighting with their own abilities on display.
… I am more anxious and worried than before, but I don’t feel like I’m going to take a rest.
Their safety when fighting on the front line depends on this.
The residents who remain in the city too.
The battle’s outcome.
The more I think, the worse the anxiety and pressure.
The anxiety is endless.
I must not be yearning for the best, but must struggle for it.
That’s why I swear in my heart to work the hardest, even if the endless path is dark and terrible.
If you lose your mind, you will be dragged by those negative emotions, and you are about to sink.
The mind thinks about the way to do so, in light of what is needed.
But on the other hand, I can not keep my heart calm.
It will be a shame to move forward on confusion and with the weight of responsibility for human life.
If I close my eyes, close my ears and rest, how easy it would be.
But whenever I think so, I look back and look at the path I have walked so far.
It was never a flat road.
It was not only fun.
Worry, cries, getting mad.
That’s why I was happy … when I felt my people happiness..
If you stop here, it will all be bubbles.
As I think so, I try to move forward with a strong stance.
While facing the documents, I turned my eyes to the air with the feeling of praying from time to time.
Thanks you, everyone is safe.
I hope we can recover our peaceful days.
Still, I couldn’t, not pray.
“Excuse me! Lady …!”
Tanya has entered the room with unusual momentum.
“What’s up, Tanya”
“They did it. Stunningly defeated the Acacia Kingdom army. It is said that it was a large number of soldiers and mercenaries, led by the first prince. At the same time, the Voldic family has released the news of victory at the town hall superbly.”
At Tanya’s report, the inside of my head became white for a moment, and I almost fainted.
“Lady!”
Quickly Tanya moved and supported my falling body.
The warmth of her arms and the shock it transmitted to my body taught me that this is not a dream.
At the same time I inhale deeply, and my vision restored.
“Good … really, good …”
“Yeah yeah …. Lady, thank you very much.”
My vision got distorted by Tanya’s soft smile.
“Thank you, Tanya”
I gently put my hand on the desk and try to stand up.
“I can not thank enough those who follow me … and the people who live here.”
Tanya smiled with joy at my words.
“Recover a bit Lady. You need to secure a place to hold the prisoners of war, and you also need to do some post-processing.”
I know that’s necessary and I need to recover fast.
“Oh, even if I take a rest today …”
Tanya was embarrassed to ask more of me.
“Well, Tanya. The joy is something we all share. Lets them be happy. Once the heroes of my territory come back, we will hold a feast!”
She smiled so honestly and convinced.