She pushed away his arms and turned her head. Because of her anger, she couldn’t stop herself from tearing up.
“Silly girl, how could I care? I don’t care at all, only…..only…..” He knew that she was angry, but he didn’t know how to fix it.
Wasn’t she just playing around? Didn’t she treat this ceremony as a joke? Could it be she really wanted him to play along? She really wanted him to treat this as the nuptial chambers?
Mo Chuan felt his mind falling into chaos, he couldn’t understand her thoughts.
“Don’t say anything, I don’t want to listen! Mo Chuan, leave, leave immediately!” She angrily covered her ears.
She was angry and ashamed. She had already taken initiative, but he was still this hesitant as a man, pushing back and forth. If it wasn’t that he didn’t like her, what else could it be!
But she never would have thought that he would care about this!
Was a girl’s innocence truly that important? If she lost her innocence, would he not touch her at all? He said all those flowery words and talked about all those deep emotions, but now that the facts were in front of her eyes, she couldn’t even lie to herself anymore.
“Ning’er, don’t be angry, listen to me…..” He quickly moved to hug her and when his finger touched her face, they became wet.
She’s crying?
Mo Chuan’s heart twisted. He turned her back over and saw that her eyes were wet, just like two cold black grapes in a cold spring.
She blinked and two tears fell down. She suddenly became calm as she stared at him, calmly saying, “Mo Chuan, I only know now that you’re the same as any other man and you care about the same thing, so I don’t blame you. Leave, pretend we’ve never known each other and I will never appear in front of you again. You just keep being the emperor and marry a clean as jade girl to be your empress. I…..support you!”
After saying this, she curled her lips into a faint smile.
Mo Chuan felt like his heart was about to explode. He could not understand what he did wrong to make her come up with this kind of decision. She was telling him to marry another girl and blessing them, as well…..as smiling at him!
How could she still smile!
“You want to separate from me?” He asked in a hoarse voice.
“Yes.” She calmly looked at him. Her heart was in great pain, but she wasn’t willing to let him see her in pain.
“Why? Just because I don’t want you?”
He couldn’t understand it. He clearly did it for her good, but she was angry. Her accusations completely confused him, was it because he didn’t care about her enough? But it was because he cared about her that he respected her!
“I don’t want to talk about it anymore, I don’t want to say another word. Mo Chuan, leave and let me be alone.”
She helplessly closed her eyes. Her head hurt and her heart hurt even more.
The wedding night of her dreams, she had given everything to him, but this was the ending. He disliked her and didn’t touch her!
What else could she say?
Mo Chuan just stared at her. It was like he was struck by lightning and completely stunned him.
He couldn’t understand why she who was gentle would suddenly change like this. He looked at her cold as ice face and her closed eyes, it was clear that she didn’t want to look at him.
“If I take you now, will you not be angry and not blame me?” He pondered this for a bit before finally thinking of this.
It was because he had stopped in the middle that she was angry at him.