Coming out from the hospital, holding that piece of test sheet, Lou Yao Yao was somewhat at a loss.
The origin of this matter had to be explained from three days ago. Because of a problem with the company’s partnership project, Qin Zhi went overseas on a business trip. So, Lou Yao Yao moved back to live at home. Not sure what went wrong, but those small desserts made by the nanny auntie that were her favourite, unexpectedly became difficult to swallow now. She also did not much have appetite during meals, and sometimes she even felt like vomiting suddenly.
Initially, she didn’t care about it. The summer weather was hot and originally already affected the appetite. In addition, she might have been used to Qin Zhi’s dishes and her taste changed, so she did not put it to heart.
In the end, auntie Liu saw such a reaction from her, and jokingly said ‘it can’t be that you’re pregnant right’. She was originally joking, and the one who said it did not mean it but the one who heard it found meaning in it. Lou Yao Yao’s heart thumped, because she suddenly remembered that her period seemed to be delayed for half a month and had yet to come.
Speaking of it, she and Qin Zhi have not taken any protective measures. Firstly, both of them did not like the feeling and secondly, they have never thought about contraception.
Lou Yao Yao totally did not think about this problem and Qin Zhi also did not mention this matter.
Once this thought surfaced, it then took root in Lou Yao Yao’s mind. After thinking and hesitating, she apprehensively went to the hospital to check. She did not know how other people thought when they faced this problem, but she only knew that she felt excited and afraid at the same time while waiting for the results. She even wanted to turn around and leave, and to not face that result.
When the result was out, instead of saying surprise, it would be better to say it was scary.
If she was really just a 20-year-old girl who had gotten pregnant because of negligence, she reckoned she would have secretly aborted the baby, and then use this as a lesson and prevent it from happening again. And her boyfriend would probably be at a loss, or not want to take responsibility, and in the end, without much of a struggle, he might support her decision to abort the baby.
However, the fact was that although she had the appearance of a 20-year-old, and perhaps still naïve and innocent, but her psychology was indeed that of a 27-year-old woman.
Qin Zhi was also not that kind of infatuated small boy, but was already 25 years old, capable of facing any accidents. At his age even, he should have thought about having a child.
Therefore, Lou Yao Yao was caught in a dilemma. The 27-years-old her would definitely not abort her child, but her current body was only 20 years old. This accident came too suddenly, so she did not have any mental preparation.
This was probably the reaction that every woman will have after they were pregnant. She was clearly still a child herself, so how did she suddenly become the mother of a child?
She hadn’t thought about how to take care of her child, how to educate her child, and how to make her grow up healthily.
She hadn’t done any preparation, and was completely caught unaware!
Lou Yao Yao sat on the bench outside the hospital for a long time. She urgently needed someone to share the news with, but did not know who to tell. Qin Zhi? He would probably immediately run back. Mama? It seemed that she couldn’t really say it to her. As for others, it looks like there were nobody that she was very close with. The aunties at home were also not suitable conversation partners, if she told them, she reckoned that everyone else would know the news soon.
After eliminating everyone, Lou Yao Yao’s conversation partner was left with her good friend, Tan Qin.
Taking out her mobile phone and dialling the number, Lou Yao Yao’s first reaction was actually: I have to touch the mobile less in the future.
“Hi, Yao Yao?”
“Mm”. Lou Yao Yao breathed in.
Perhaps, noticing that Lou Yao Yao’s mood was somewhat not right, she quickly asked: “What’s wrong?”
Lou Yao Yao felt a bit difficult to open her mouth but thankfully Tan Qin on the other side was patient enough. After hesitating for a long while, Lou Yao Yao said: “I am pregnant”.
Upon hearing such news, Tan Qin was still very calm: “So, what do you want to do?” That tone was like asking, ‘what do you want to eat at night?’
Lou Yao Yao was stumped by her words. If she knew what to do, she would not have called her. Lou Yao Yao honestly said: “I don’t know”.
“Then abort it”. Tan Qin’s tone was still very calm.
Without even thinking, Lou Yao Yao vetoed it: “No!”
“Oh, then congratulations to you, you are going to be a mother”.
Lou Yao Yao was freaking out a bit: “But I am not ready at all!”