When Isiah saw that Ciel opened his eyes , he just looked at him with a serious expression as he kept closing the last button in his shirt .
He was very happy to see him open his eyes but at that moment he just couldn't smile at him or even say something good to him. ɴᴇᴡ ɴᴏᴠᴇʟ ᴄʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀs ᴀʀᴇ ᴘᴜʙʟɪsʜᴇᴅ ᴏɴ novel⁂fire.net
He didn't notice that Ciel was having a weird look in his eyes that was terrifying. Isiah tried to get close to touch his forehead to see if the fever was gone or not .
He rested his palm on his forehead very fast but he was shocked that Ciel pushed him away .
When Ciel felt his palm upon his skin , he just backed off until he touched the wall with his back while holding the place of the last button then said :`` Whattt…??? What are you doing ?``
When Isiah was pushed away he just realized that the kid was very scared of him somehow and that is why he got closer to him again as he just had to give me a calm look in his eyes .
Isiah was not even convinced by himself let alone a kid , Ciel just closed his eyes and said :" Don't…."
Ciel said that as he put his arms around his body .
Isiah was completely clueless about what was happening therefore he just sat next to him in the bed then said :'' You were sick , you got fever all day and …I was very worried because you didn't tell me how you felt ``
It didn't seem that Ciel was listening to him at all , he kept looking at him in a weird way as if he was scared of him .
Isiah just tried to hold his hand at that moment but Ciel just pushed his hand away then said :`` Don't touch me ``
Right then Isiah knew that Ciel was okay , he just made sure when he touched his face before .
When Isiah heard that he just stood very fast and moved away from him , he wanted to give him more space and he also felt very sad and pissed at the same time that he had to be away from him for a reason that he didn't know .
` I am pushing him a lot , and I think it is too much for him , I think he is scared of me for what I did in front of him , that is the only explanation …I became a monster in front of him twice this day..it is very understandable ` Isiah thought .
He just kept standing next to the window as he said :`` Listen to me, I know that you pissed and even scared to see me today , but you have to know that I am here for you , right now your fever is gone , you are kay , so just have some rest …if you need anything …Look …if you need me just call me `` .
Right then Isiah just headed towards the other side of the bed and carried Lexie away .
Ciel didn't even seem to notice that Lexie was sleeping next to him .
And that confused Isiah even more .
He just went outside then called for Eijar and said to her :``Stay the night with him ``
`` How about you ?`` She said when she noticed that he was carrying Lexie in that state .
`` He woke up and I think that he is scared of me because of what happened this morning . `` Isiah replied to her as he kept moving .
He didn't even want to hear her answer as he just kept moving away .
When Isiah walked away he was so sure that Ciel was okay right now physically but emotionally he was very scared that is why he had to give him the space he needed before talking to him .
When Isiah carried Lexie to the other room he just felt like he was not carrying anything , she was too small, too light weighted and too pale after the last spell she did .
When he was so focused on Ciel he just didn't care enough to help her but now that she was between his arms he just wanted to do that .
'I know I am going to need her in the future,' He thought as he was putting her in the bed .
Lexie didn't wake that whole time , she was very weak and she just slept unintentionally .
He just covered her body then sat next to her looking at the wall in front of him .
Isiah was going to level and if it was not for the mistake that Ethyl made he would have been there without any delay .
` I may find some answers in Afan but right now I just can't leave while these two are sick …she has to recover before going up `
When Isiah left her there to die that day he was not even going to take her with him, he just wanted her to die there slowly because of leaving him to face death the same way .
He questioned therefore doing it but at the end he just did it …he did what needed to be done .
But right now her value changed , he didn't want to waste more time searching for Ethyl or the others, he wasn't going to afford another delay
` You better wake up soon , or I am just going to leave without you again` He thought as he rested his palm next to him in the bed .
Her breaths were very slow therefore he just said:`` You useless girl, you can't die this way , I will not allow it ,, you will die when I tell you to die , otherwise I am going to kill you ``
The wind was howling outside the window , and the weather was very cold. The room didn't have any heat. Isiah was not bothered but he knew that this would affect her a lot now that she was weak .
That is why he just headed to the fireplace and put a lot of wood there and then he just burned it .