Translator: Henyee Translations Editor: Henyee Translations
If Xia Ning’s refusal before drove him to look for reasons, her explanation now just turned all his efforts into a joke.
Because he himself realized that he did wrong before.
Qiao Yu stared at Xia Ning. Her sharp mouth did not change at all. Even he could not refute.
But Xia Ning was not planning to just stop here. She wanted to vent as well. “You asked me before when I learned to cook. I’ll tell you this. It was during the life-long eight months. Every moment, every day, I was hoping you would come back and come back to the food I make. I wanted to be a wife and give my husband a warm home. So I was willing to learn.
But reality stabbed me in the heart. Not all efforts would be rewarded.
So I was tired. I quit.
Qiao Yu, I’m a human being. I need to be cared for as well. I need love as well. No one can devote themselves forever in a relationship. It’s like an hourglass. When the sand is gone, it becomes useless. My feelings for you were wasted by you overtime and there was nothing left.
Now, I’m awake. I don’t want you to be in my life anymore. When I was in love with you, I didn’t ask you for anything. Now I don’t love you anymore so who are you to ask me to love you? Qiao Yu, you can’t be that selfish!
Don’t show up in front of me anymore. You will make me feel I was an idiot before, to have wasted my best years on a person who didn’t love me, to have let my pride be destroyed.
So can you just be as cool as when you signed the divorce agreement? Let me go and don’t make my life difficult.
Being married to you was a nightmare for me. I don’t want this kind of nightmare anymore.”
Qiao Yu looked at Xia Ning’s cold face and remembered what she said last time. He fell in love with her now, so this was his starting point. But she fell in love before this and her start was earlier. But he never knew what happened to her during the blank time.
Yes, she was telling him clearly, he was not as deeply in love with her as he thought. Because his love meant nothing and could not be tested at all.
After saying all these out loud, Xia Ning felt much more relieved. She was not planning to tell him but he made her.
“Do you know that when you said you fell in love with me, how gross it felt?” Xia Ning darted a look at Qiao Yu. “A person like you does not deserve to understand love. Anyways, that’s all I have to say. Let’s just pretend we don’t know each other from now on.” She looked ironic and turned around to walk to her own car.
Qiao Yu stood still and did not stop her this time. Because he had no reason to stop her anymore.
In fact, after all, he was just a coward.
The car drove by him fast, but he did not feel it at all. He looked at the lights in the house nearby and his eyes turned dark.
She was right. Gao Yang passed on the wrong message, but he was the perpetrator.
Before, he thought she was just mad and if he did well, she would return to him. Now that he thought about it, he was being a complete joke.
Because even he himself thought that, to fall in love with a heartless person like himself was her misfortune.
But he finally had to accept the fact that she did not love him. After she was hurt in every possible way, she would never love him anymore.
His heart felt like it was ripped open and it hurt so bad that his entire body was getting numb and sore. Yes, that was the feeling of heartbreak. He finally had a thorough taste of it.