Since that day when the little girl showed intense rejection towards him, this was the first time Mu Xingfeng kissed her. Feeling that the little girl did not have that intense fear and resistance towards him, Mu Xingfeng also felt relieved.
He’s really going crazy. All along, he believed that as his woman, Mu Xingfeng’s woman, she only needed to enjoy everything he brought her. He had the ability to give her happiness, a stable life, and make her joyful.
It wasn’t until today, when An Ran was hit, that he woke up. There are too many uncertainties in life, especially since he is a soldier.
He clearly knows how important An Ran is to him, the feeling of not wanting her to be out of his sight at any time. As long as he sees her, he feels steady and that some place in his heart is filled.
But he knows it’s impossible to keep her within his sight at all times; that would also be a constraint for her.
Since he was twenty, he started executing various tasks, inevitably making enemies. He had never worried about what his opponents would do. But today, driving back all the way, his mind was filled with thoughts about An Ran’s future safety.
He wants her to become his legitimate woman. As his woman, she would face more dangers. This kind of conflict constantly eats at him, making his heart hurt so much that he can hardly breathe.
He can’t protect her every moment, so he can only make her stronger and stronger. He knows it’s unfair to her, but he can only selfishly do so; he can’t be without her.
Until the little woman in his arms softly whimpered, Mu Xingfeng left that enticing little mouth, looking at the little girl’s beautiful big eyes filled with layers of mist, Mu Xingfeng’s suppressed negative emotions gradually dissipated.
Nanny Chen secretly saw the two reconciling from the kitchen, chanting ’Amitabha’ nonstop. Miss An was just injured, and the young master still blamed her. She was really worried that Miss An couldn’t bear the grievance and would cause another scene.
Seeing that the two were fine now, she also walked out, "Young master, Miss An hasn’t had dinner yet. I made a night meal."
When An Ran heard Nanny Chen mention the night meal, her stomach responded with a growl, but she still glanced at Mu Xingfeng, really afraid that the creditor’s lord would be displeased with her disobedience and not let her eat.
Seeing the little girl’s timid look, Mu Xingfeng couldn’t help but laugh lightly, "Silly girl, scared now? Come on, let’s eat."
As he spoke, he directly picked An Ran up by the waist and strode towards the dining table.
An Ran wrinkled her nose in his arms, showing a proud little look, "I’m only afraid of you, not them. If it weren’t for Chen Shanshan and them ganging up on me today, I would definitely have triumphed."
Mu Xingfeng placed her in the chair, pinching her nose, "Talk about victory when you actually win."
An Ran sat at the table, holding the porridge handed over by Nanny Chen, and opened her mouth in confusion, "Instructor Mu, do you really not mind me fighting and causing trouble?"
"I mind if you won or got hurt."
Alright, An Ran thought, Mu Xingfeng’s thought process is indeed... very strong, very violent. Also, this feeling of being unconditionally pampered is really nice.