He sat stiffly as if there was a pole impaled on his back.
There were many times he was hoping that his twin sister could forget about everything that had happened in Nan Shu Cheng's Residence. He didn't know the exact detail, but he knew that many things were very bad.
It was so bad that he could never see Nan Shu Cheng as his father anymore.
But when Nan Hua admitted to him that she had lost most of her memories during her time in Nan Shu Cheng's Residence, Nan Luo was taken aback. He couldn't digest the sudden information so quickly and only felt that what he wished came true too fast.
He was both happy and sad.
Happy because Nan Hua didn't have to remember those painful memories anymore.
Sad because there were many precious memories of their childhood together that was forgotten altogether.
At the same time, if Nan Hua forgot about the things in Nan Shu Cheng's Residence, wouldn't it mean that she even forgot about her mother?
This thought caused Nan Luo's heart to ache so badly.
He loved their mother so much.
She was the best person who had treated the two of them so well. If only the world was not so flawed , he might be able to grow up together with her.
"I'm not the same Nan Hua, Luo."
What Nan Hua wanted to say was actually she was not even Nan Hua who used to be Nan Luo's twin sister. But she knew that she couldn't say that. She could only say that she was no longer the same person because she didn't even have the same memory as she used to be.
"It's fine," Nan Luo said quickly.
"No matter whether it's the you of the past. The you in the present or the you in the future, you'll always be Nan Hua. You're my beloved twin sister and also the person whom I cared the most." Nan Luo smiled brightly.
He didn't know what he was supposed to say, but he felt that he wanted to say a lot. For him, she has always been and will always be Nan Hua.
"The memory is just a part of our lives. Even if you have no memory of our past, it didn't change the fact that you're my twin sister." Nan Luo raised his hand and grasped Nan Hua's hand.
Nan Hua's hand was somewhat smoother, yet there was also callouses because of the training.
"Blood relationship will never lie." Nan Luo looked at Nan Hua deeply. "And in my eyes, you're still my twin sister. No matter whether you're being playful and naughty like you used to be or you're being cold to me or you're being harsh to me, all of them are you. You're Nan Hua, my twin sister. This will never change forever."
At this time, Nan Hua was looking at Nan Luo and felt that there was no need for her to say anything anymore. No matter how much she explained her bizarre situation to Nan Luo, he would still accept her.
Because in his eyes, she's still Nan Hua.
Nan Hua lowered her eyes and nodded, humming lightly. "Mhm. Luo is my twin brother."
Nan Luo smiled and nodded happily. He continued to sip the tea while feeling a bit complicated. While he was stunned to find out that Nan Hua had already lost most of her memory of this place for such a long time, he was glad that she told him.
The fact that she was willing to tell him meant that she had started to open up to him.
It was the time they took for Nan Hua to tell him.
After that incident, Nan Hua had closed up herself. She didn't even let anyone get close to her and rejected anyone who tried to get close.
It took Nan Luo a long time to be able to pry into her heart and entered it again.
But Nan Luo was still happy with this result. He only wanted for his twin sister to be happy and knew that he would always stay beside her to support her no matter what happened. Even if she would never be the same as she used to be, he hoped that she would be happy.
It would be a lie if he said that he didn't want his twin sister to open up to him.
But he knew that he couldn't ask too much.
What had been lost in the past might not be completely recovered. The bits and pieces that Nan Hua handed to him and allowed him to enter was already a huge improvement for him.
The twins switched the topics after that.
Nan Luo began to tell the story of his experience at the battlefield for the past few months. It was not really a long time, but he wanted to tell everything that had happened to Nan Hua. For him, spending time with Nan Hua was the most important.
For that, he didn't mind telling any kind of story he could remember.
Whether it was important or not didn't matter.
The atmosphere was warm as Nan Hua mostly listened to her twin brother's story. Her eyes glimmered a bit as she listened attentively.