Lin Yang held her hand tightly: “No, I won’t let you go, don’t leave me anymore. Please, don’t leave me anymore.” The tears that he tried to suppress poured out again, he couldn’t accept the fact that she woke up and then will go in a coma again.
He doesn’t want a lifeless Bai Zhi, that only rely on the nutrient solution. What he wants is, the Bai Zhi that talked like this now, and looked at him with eyes open.
Bai Zhi withdrew her hand and stayed silent for a moment. As if she’s making a decision. Her pale and decisive look made him tremble.
“What are you thinking?” He asked.
Bai Zhi raised her eyes and carefully looked at Lin Yang in front of him: “Lin Yang, one soul with two bodies, I can’t take care of both. If I had to choose, I would choose the other me.”
Seeing the horrified look in Lin Yang’s face, she continued to say: “I don’t want my existence to be your burden. If you really want me to be good, give up on me.”
Lin Yang shook his head: “Impossible!”
“Lin Yang, listen to me!”
Lin Yang took a step backward and sat back in his chair. His hands pulled his hair as he said with full of pain: “I don’t want to listen, stop talking. I’ll find a way to cure you. You are right, one soul with two bodies, as long as you get better here, you don’t naturally need to go back there. I will not give up.”
“Lin Yang, do you know why I didn’t open my eyes just now?”
Just now? When her biological parents were still here? Lin Yang shook his head: “Why?”
“Because I don't want to see them, I don't want to see those two people’s ugly faces. In this world, I have lived for 23 years, but in my memory, there is no single day that I truly felt happy. But in that world, I am happy every day.”
Lin Yang shook his head: “Did you never felt happy when you were with me?”
Her delicate eyebrows frowned, what did she feel whenever she’s with him? She can hardly remember, happy? She must have, but it was more like a peace of mind. Because she trusts him.
She used to think that she and he would eventually end up together. Because beside her, there is no other man better than Lin Yang.
She didn’t know what it’s like to fell in love until she met another man in another world.
Love was not something you will feel to someone just because you accompanied him for a long time. It was a very subtle feeling. Only when you met the right person you will feel it. If the person was wrong, you may not feel this kind of feeling.
Bai Zhi said: “I’m sorry, I can’t respond to your feelings for me.”
When Lin Yang looked at her, she didn’t dare to look back at him. She felt like she owed him too much, so she didn’t know how to deal with this.
Lin Yang wanted to know whether she would really fall asleep again when the moonlight disappeared.
The sky outside the room began to turn dark blue. The light started appearing, while the moon gradually disappeared. The girl in front of him suddenly closed her eyes. He tried to wake her up, patted her face, shouting her name, and shaking her body, but she was still the same as before.
What she said was true, it was all true.
How can there be such a ridiculous thing in the world? Then, does it mean the other world she mentioned also exist?
What happened to her in that world? Who did she meet? Why can she leave everything here so decisively after she went to that world?
Is it possible that he, who has been guarding her for so many years, couldn’t be compared to those she just met for months?
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