“Can you give me your first aid kit?” she asked.
Lin Yang carried the box over without saying a word and placed it on her thigh.
She put the medicine in the box and held the box tightly with both hands. Now no matter what happens, she won’t let it go.
Lin Yang asked again: “You haven’t answered me. What are you going to do with these?”
Bai Zhi said: “Lin Yang, I told you that my soul has another body in another world. That body has its own relatives over there. Her relative is ill now, and need this medicine urgently.”
Lin Yang frowned: “So you came back? If it were not for this medicine, you wouldn’t come back, right?”
Bai Zhi shook her head: “No, Lin Yang, it’s not that I don’t want to come back. It’s just, I don’t know how to face you. You shouldn’t live like this. I can’t implicate you anymore.”
Lin Yang was depressed: “It’s not you who implicated me. It’s me who implicated you. If it weren’t for me, Yu Manna, that woman, wouldn’t poison and hurt you, and you wouldn’t be like this now. It was all because of me that have become like this now.”
Bai Zhi shook her head: “Lin Yang, don’t blame yourself. I never blamed you. This is my destiny. Perhaps, I don’t belong to this world. I found my true self in another world. Lin Yang, I found there the life I yearn for. Let me go, and let yourself go.”
Lin Yang shook his head, he shook his head constantly, as tears shed in those bloodshot eyes.
“I can’t, Bai Zhi. I can’t do it, I can’t live without you. Without you, I feel like I lose my hope to live. I don’t know how to continue, I beg you, don’t go leave, alright?”
Bai Zhi was very distressed for him. For so many years, they’ve been together. They studied together, practiced together, and finally worked in Mingxing hospital together. She regarded him as the closest person. If this incident didn’t happen, she might really have ended up with him.
But there were not so many ifs in this world.
The only thing she can say now was sorry.
“Lin Yang, I’m sorry!”
“I don’t want to hear you say sorry. I want you to stay by my side forever.”
Bai Zhi shook her head: “I’m afraid I can’t do it!”
Lin Yang wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes and looked at her firmly: “Bai Zhi, no matter what, I will find a way to get you back, even if I can’t find a way to get you back in this life, I will definitely find a way in the next life, or in the next next life. Don’t think you can’t get rid of me.”
She thought that this kind of promise of three lives would only appear in TV drama and novels. Unexpectedly, she heard it with her own ears, but she was not happy at all. She was only filled with guilt and helplessness.
When the clock on the wall pointed at five o’clock, and a white light began to glow in the sky, just like before, Bai Zhi fell asleep, and the things she held in her hands disappeared out of thin air with her consciousness.
*
When she opened her eyes, the light from the slit of the window came into her sight. She came back, she really came back.
She sat up and saw the first aid kit in front of her.
After opening the box, she took the medicine out of the paper bag. 5 boxes of Pu linxisi, it was enough to cure Dongfang Wan.
She quickly got out of bed, hid the box at the bottom of the bed, took out the Pu Linxisi’s bottle, pulled out the liquid with the injection, and then wrapped it with a cloth towel. Then, she ran to the yard next door.