573 A late love letter after five years (2)
If I wasn’t crazy, why would I fly over ten thousand kilometers just to see you in a foreign country?
Child, I don’t know if my body will still have the strength to hold you in the future. I’m not sure if I can still let you hang in my arms and act coquettishly with me, but I know that as long as you’re by my side, I’ll use all my strength to pull you into my arms.
I’ll still shelter you from the wind and rain, and still escort you!
Perhaps I shouldn’t have tried to keep you as a patient. I know that the chances of giving you happiness are very few, but I still want to put all my eggs in one basket, Hanhan! I want to give happiness to the person I love with my own hands! Even if the chances are slim, I’ll do my best to help you, Chi zuxu.
Child, I sincerely apologize to you for all the pain I’ve caused you these days. I’m sorry! I’m willing to go back and beg for your forgiveness.
As for how to deal with it, I’ve already thought of it for you. For example, you can ignore me for three days. However, it can’t be longer than three days. Or, you can punish me by saying ‘I love you’ a hundred or a thousand times a day. I’d be happy to be of service to you!”
Upon seeing this, Chi Yi’s tears fell like a heavy downpour.
Her eyes were completely blurred by her tears, so much so that she could not see the words on the paper clearly.
She reached out and wiped her tears away. She no longer cared about the makeup on her face and continued to read.”Child, before I wrote this letter, I thought for a long time. In the end, I think that no matter what the result is, you have the right to know the truth and the right to make your own choice! “I shouldn’t have made the decision to help you decide on your future path, so in the end, I chose to tell you the truth. But promise me, don’t be sad for me, don’t be sad for me, and don’t shed tears. Because, as I am writing this letter, I am in a good mood, I hope you will stay for me!!”
I miss you
He really, really wanted to!
It was as if every cell in her body was missing her scent.
And, child, I love you!
As for how much he loved Yingluo
To borrow your saying,”if loving you is an illness, then I’m already beyond cure, and there’s no medicine that can cure me.”
After writing so much, it’s time to stop. Finally, I hope that after you finish reading this letter, you can put it down and think about it carefully. Then seriously, repeatedly think about your future.
I’m a patient, and I might have to spend the rest of my life in a bed that’s less than two meters wide. I’m not even sure if I’ll be a burden to you in the future.
If you have a strong mind to bear all of this,
Then, Yingluo, please stay for me!
I will do my best to make all of the above impossible!
Wait for my return!
I love you, little uncle.”
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After reading the letter, Chi Yi let out a ‘waa -‘, hugged the letter in her hands, and burst into tears.
“Why? Why did you stop my letter?”
Chi Yi sobbed and questioned her friend in agitation. She clutched her friend’s shoulders with both hands, her nails almost digging into her body. do you know what you’ve made me lose, Wanwan? why are you doing this to me?!! Wuwuwuwu!”
Chi Yi’s emotions had completely collapsed.