Chapter 68: Inexperience (2)
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Eiravyn gaped at her, surprise written all over his face; he never expected to hear anything like that. Where did she hear those words from? Did the maids tell her anything while he was away in the dungeon?
He turned to look at his mate when he saw her shoulders shaking like she was crying. Eiravyn cursed.
"Fuck it." He spat out as he immediately sat up in the bed and pulled her along with him to make her sit up in the bed with him.
In the next minute, the whole room burned brightly, lighting up the whole room instantly.
"Kitten, where did you hear that from?" Eiravyn asked seriously, his gaze hard as he watched her, she was still avoiding his gaze. She didn’t want him to see her like this.
Serena shook her head, refusing to talk or lift her head to meet his eyes.
Eiravyn cursed again. "Damn it! Kitten, please look at me."
But she still shook her head persistently.
Eiravyn had no choice but to continue talking to her like this. with her head down, he had never consoled a person ever in his life, but now that the person in question was his mate, he wished he had some experience or something when it came to this.
So Eiravyn asked the very first question that came to his mind. "Did any maids or servants or even knights...did they tell you anything?" Eiravyn asked worriedly.
At this question, Serena raised her head, and shook her head violently to deny that claim immediately. Nobody told her anything and she didn’t want to put anyone in trouble, she thought... sigh...
Eiravyn could not help it anymore; he needed to know more what she was thinking or maybe someone really approached her and fed her some made - up story. He wanted to know everything that happened to her while he was away, so he did the thing he vowed never to do again. He listened in to her thought. And indeed nobody told her that she just assumed it all on her own. What did he do to make her feel this way? He thought to himself.
"Listen to me carefully, Kitten. You and only you can make my heart race like crazy, only God knows how much I’m holding myself from going berserk on you, Kitten... I want to fuc..." he was quite surprised because he actually stopped himself from talking dirty just now. Why did he stop? Was he feeling guilty or something about tainting this pure little kitten? He thought that he’d only fluster her even more if he starts talking dirty to her now.
So Eiravyn rephrased his statement, "I want to make love to you kitten, I want to do it badly that I am in pain right now. You drive me crazy, Kitten. So damn crazy and only you have the right to do so." Eiravy said with a lot of strain in his voice, you can tell the amount of pain he’s feeling by his gritted teeth.
"So, don’t ever think that way."
Serena swallowed hard, at the intensity in his eyes. Her face burned with embarrassment and is now beet red, she was utterly nervous but she still said what was on her mind.
"Then why aren’t you doing anything with me?" She asked curiously, as she finally lifted her head to look at Eiravyn’s face, her face hot with embarrassment.
Eiravyn continued observing her also, his eyes hard with his needs, his teeth clenching as he fought the need to take her right then and now. She is breathtaking, her reddened face even made her look more innocent, bringing out the protectiveness in him, she was his to taint and to take. He thought. But Eiravyn told her otherwise,
"Because Kitten, I can’t." He said and looked away from her.
Serena felt the hurt flash in her eyes as she looked at him, her shoulders dropped as she realized she had been right. Men didn’t really like women who were still virgins and he was a living testament to that, she thought.
Her friends in the human realm had been right when they mocked her that men didn’t exactly like inexperience women. Serena realized, as tears pooled over her eyes, but this time she held them back; she would not cry over this. After all, it was a great privilege to be a virgin and he just didn’t know it yet. Instead, she would seek knowledge on her own. When this thought came to her mind...
Eiravyn suddenly growled in warning and almost snarled at her, ferociously. He sounded so scary as his fangs sprung out.
"You will do no such thing!" Eiravyn snapped at her, pulling her close to him in a possessive claim,
"You are mine only, mine to taint, mine to corrupt and mine to please. No one else will take your first other than me!" Eiravyn yelled, as his hold on her waist tightened aggressively on her.
He seemed out of control.
Serena watched with her eyes wide open in disbelief. Where did this come from? How did he know she was about to search for more knowledge? And what did he think she wanted to do to get it done? Serena thought as she observed him but she still nodded her head obediently as he was still waiting for her response.
"Good!" Eiravyn stated plainly, "Now let me tell you there’s no man in this earth who wouldn’t feel glad and grateful when he finds out his mate is a virgin. Men are possessive in nature Kitten, I don’t know what your friends told you but right now I’d like to punish those people..."
"Well, not the same way I punished you Kitten." Eiravyn added with a smirk, he didn’t want her to have any misinformation.
Serena nodded, she knew what he meant even before he said that but what she really wanted to know was why he said all this and still refused to touch her.
When Eiravyn straightened up, "Will you like to hear me out, Little Kitten."
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