She looked at them with a broken heart, allowing the tears to fall.
"You all think it was intentional, don’t you? That it was me who deliberately hurt my sister.
My sister suffered, my sister got injured, my sister felt unhappy, but do you know what my brother and I have endured?"
Nan Xi looked at Nan Jin, her gaze full of blame and deep hurt.
"When you left me at grandma’s house, did you know that they bullied me and I went hungry? You didn’t know because, in your heart, I wasn’t important.
It was Dad who brought me back home. It was my brother who cherished and loved me, and Mom who made me feel the warmth of a family. I just wanted to cling to that warmth so badly that I didn’t realize it was hurting my sister.
I wanted to be good sisters with her. I didn’t know she had suffered so much, but why, in the end, do you all not want me?"
Nan Xi looked at them in agony, the hurt in her eyes so evident. She couldn’t understand why it was possible to simply stop loving her.
"Mom, even if I’m not your daughter, what about all the time we’ve spent together? You said you would always love and care for me, so why has that changed?
You say you are my Dad, but why can’t I feel even a bit of warmth from you, not even today when I fell and hurt so much, and you didn’t even ask if I was in pain? In your hearts, is there only my sister? Did my sister fall?
She said she doesn’t like me, and I understand that, but can’t you also look at my injuries?"
After finishing, Nan Xi could no longer hold back and ran out.
She too felt wronged and hurt; why couldn’t they see her sadness?
She had carefully tried to please Nan Jin. But did Nan Jin ever notice her sadness?
Did he ever care about her feelings?
No, he didn’t, not at all. Even though she was so careful, Nan Jin was still cold as ice, and let’s not even mention Ye Xiu, who only had eyes for Bai Zhi and never looked at her.
Why did they have to treat her this way! It was she who had fallen, wasn’t it? Even if Bai Zhi hadn’t pushed her, shouldn’t they have helped her up? Isn’t that wrong?
Didn’t Bai Zhi herself say she disliked her?
Even so, to be pitied , it really is...
Bai Zhi: "..." Wow, really... what an impressive thought process.
Because I wanted warmth, I didn’t notice I was hurting others.
I am wronged, and I am also very sad, you all owe me an apology.
This thought process is indeed powerful.
Truly, very powerful.
Ye Xiu was also stunned. So, according to Nan Xi, Xingxing and she were the ones in the wrong.
"Well, Nan Jin, your daughter has some very novel ideas. I’m sorry, maybe I’m just that selfish. I can’t accept this, and I guess I’ve troubled you and Xingxing too much. Better go find her."
Ye Xiu massaged her temples, feeling a headache. She had never thought there could be such unreasonableness.
So according to Nan Xi, it was alright for her to let them misunderstand Xingxing.
And she owes Nan Xi an apology because she didn’t protect her all the time?
Nan Jin’s face darkened, feeling angry. He had never felt sorry for Nan Xi, whether it was her life or anything else, it was all Nan Xi’s choice.
Back then, he had asked whether she wanted to go to grandma’s house or follow him; he often had to venture into the deep mountains and forests, and it was Nan Xi herself who chose to go to grandma’s.
To put it another way, he indeed didn’t like Nan Xi, but he had fulfilled his responsibility as a father.