Chapter 492: Chapter 493: Deep in Hatred, Almost Lost Sanity
During the piecing process.
Gu Qichen had faintly guessed already.
However, when he stared straight at the full ultrasound report.
Watching the tiny seedling within the photo.
Gu Qichen’s hand couldn’t help but tremble.
Xia Yangyang was pregnant.
It was really happening.
This was their child.
At that moment, he was overwhelmed with the urge to break down crying.
Since his childhood, Gu Qichen had always been seen as exceptionally composed for his age in the eyes of others.
As if he was born superior, standing aloof and looking down on all beings with a knowing gaze.
His emotions were not as intense as those of others.
There seemed to be very few things in this world that could make him excited, shocked, or intensely emotional.
He thought he would live a dull life until the end of his days.
But, Gu Qichen met Xia Yangyang.
It was only then he realized how vibrant life could actually be.
It turned out, he too could laugh heartily, his heart filled with anticipation.
However, later on, Gu Qichen discovered that when he was feeling pain, he would suffer from insomnia all night, and disappointment felt like a stabbing pain.
When he lost something, it was like being hit with a thousand arrows.
Xia Yangyang gave him so much joy, yet also bestowed upon him endless pain in return.
Back then, he was not aware that he would completely lose that woman.
He was holding that ultrasound report, laughing and crying at the same time.
He felt as if he had gone mad.
But with the arrival of this child, his heart was filled with joy.
He had never been so happy.
This was a tiny life, his and Yangyang’s child.
He was so excited that he almost went crazy.
For this child, he could disregard everything.
Or rather, he had finally found a reason to disregard everything.
He had never experienced this feeling before, a wild euphoria as if soaring above the clouds.
He was just waiting to find Xia Yangyang.
Waiting for a new phase, for everything to start all over again.
However, after that night.
Xia Yangyang disappeared as if she had vanished into thin air.
She was suddenly gone, her traces nowhere to be found.
During that time, he wished he could move heaven and earth.
He even searched through all flight records.
But he couldn’t find any trace of Xia Yangyang.
He had turned the whole city inside out, and yet Xia Yangyang had vanished without a trace.
One month, two months, three months, four months…
Later….one year, two years, three years…
Now it had been four years.
Gu Qichen did not even know how he managed to get by these four years.
Anyway, after suffering, he became eventually numbed.
He put all his time and energy into his work.
Half of his work was dedicated to finding Xia Yangyang.
In fact, over these four years, he had built a vast and intricate information network.
But up until now, there had been no news of Xia Yangyang.
Sometimes, Gu Qichen really doubted.
How could a person just disappear like that?
The world was too big, too big until he felt desperate.
Every day he was tormented, oscillating between hope and despair.
And the emptiness that he couldn’t grasp in those midnight dreams gradually brewed a hint of hatred in his heart.
Every disappointment added a bit of hatred.
He wished to grab that woman, question her fiercely, asking why she was so cruel!
Why did she end everything in this way?
This was his child, he couldn’t even imagine its appearance.
When he had hated her to the bone, Gu Qichen would tell himself.
He needed to stop thinking about it, if he continued , he would definitely go insane…