"Lu Xiaogun, why don't you just get lost? I don't love your father, and he does not love me either. You won't be happy here. Can you please just leave?!"
She repeated this sentence to her womb almost every day in her previous life, hoping that she could have a miscarriage. However, when she lost this little life from her body, she finally realized the pain of the separation.
He was already 4 months old. You could already see a human-like shape forming; the baby was going to be a boy, but he was gone…
"Lu Xiaogun, don't leave…" She shouted herself hoarse on the delivery bed as hot tears were running down her cheeks.
Ye Qiao slowly recovered from the painful memory. The phone was still held tightly in her hand and pressed against her ear; her eyes were red from tears. She looked out from the window and swallowed down the lump in her throat as she asked, "Lu Xiaogun, are you still there?"
"Yeah."
"Were you the one instructing me how to fight? You were the one who made me so strong, right?" If she could be reborn, she was willing to believe in the supernatural as well.
"Yes."
Lu Xiaogun was a man with only a few words.
Ye Qiao's heart had been warmed. Her son from her previous life came to protect her even though she was an incompetent mother.
"Lu Xiaogun, is it possible for me to see you?" She had so many questions to ask.
"No." His reply was still only a word.
"Then... are you living in this phone?" She glanced at the big brick that she used to hate.
"No! I can be in a phone, a radio, or any other device with a satellite connection! I would not be able to show up, but I can talk to you!"
Lu Xiaogun started to sound a little impatient. "I will only be here when you are in danger!"
He then continued in a very serious tone, which made him sound powerful, even though his voice was just like a kid's.
'I will only be here when you are in danger…' Ye Qiao felt so warmed again... she hated herself even more for not protecting him well in her previous life.
She seemed to understand the situation - Lu Xiaogun would only exist in the form of radio waves. He would give her energy when she was in danger to fight against evil. He was not a human, nor a soul; he was a supernatural existence.
"Lu Xiaogun, what else do you know?" Ye Qiao asked gently.
"Daddy is being punished by Lao Cai as he was caught calling you. He had to run 20km in full military attire, but he would not have regretted it even he had to run 100km!" Lu Xiaogun answered.
She could feel Lu Xiaogun's tone of attachment and admiration when he said the word "daddy"!
She then remembered how ecstatic Lu Beixiao was when he knew that she was pregnant. He was so happy that he carried her high up in the air and said, "Ye Qiao, we will live happily together, so please stop messing around!"
She also remembered how depressed he was when they lost their kid. Recalling these memories filled her eyes with tears, but she tried hard not to let them roll down.
Was Lu Xiaogun a clairvoyant?
"Lu Xiaogun, did you know how your father was killed in his previous life?" She had wanted to know the answer. After her rebirth, she had been thinking about how to save Lu Beixiao this time. She also wanted to protect all of his comrades who had lost their lives with him, but she had no idea how to help them.
"It was because…" Lu Xiaogun was about to say something, but he hesitated. "Ye Qiao, you are so annoying. I am already very tired today; I need to get some rest. I will tell you when I have the chance to do so!"
"Xiaogun! Xiaogun, why didn't you call me mummy!? Hello--" She was left with the sound of a signal in response even though she still had so much to ask and so much to say!
"Qiao Qiao, what happened to you?!" Qian Tian asked concernedly.. When she found Ye Qiao, she was crouching and crying in the empty coach.