Qin Mingyue bumped into Feng Shiyan the moment she closed the door.
He held her shoulder, steadying her grip and asked "Are you okay?"
She took a step back and nodded wanting to escape but Feng Shiyan grabbed her hand.
"Still angry?"
He chuckled lowly stroking her hand gently, he missed being this close to her but he couldn’t bring himself to say it.
"Angry? I’m not angry, I’m disappointed..."
Feng Shiyan picked her up and threw her over his shoulder and brought her to his room.
He needed privacy for what he was about to do.
"Let go of me you asshole!!"
Qin Mingyue hit his shoulders repeatedly, feeling her blood pressure raising by the second due to anger.
Closing the door, Feng Shiyan walked to the bed and threw her down, then immediately trapping her against him.
Qin Mingyue bit her lips as she turned her face, if she spent five minutes with him in this position. She would definitely crack.
"Look at me.."
Feng Shiyan held Qin Mingyue’s chin and slowly shifted her direction to his face.
"Get off me..." she spat out feeling annoyed.
"Mhm I heard that as "Get inside me" ..."
Feng Shiyan’s hand found its way to her thighs as he caressed them gently.
"You’re like fine wine...leaving me intoxicated within few minutes..."
Feng Shiyan’s hands kept roaming all over her body until his found his way to her lips.
"You’re just going to keep seducing me whenever you mess up?"
Qin Mingyue’s lips twisted into a self depreciating smile making Feng Shiyan stiffen all over.
Was that what he was doing? He thought to himself.
"Yue...why do you let them come around you, even go on dates when you belong to me..."
Feng Shiyan’s eye darkened he hated it, he hated the way she smiled at other men, her eyes should only be on him.
"Do I belong to you? Am I an object you bought from the mall, tell me how do I belong to you!!"
Qin Mingyue felt if she spent another minute with him she might burst into tears.
Feng Shiyan stroked her face, he couldn’t tell her, why couldn’t he bring himself to say it. He didn’t know and he couldn’t understand why.
"You’re mine because I say so..."
Qin Mingyue eyes blazed as she grabbed Feng Shiyan by the collar.
"So you think it’s okay to mess around with my feelings!"
Feng Shiyan felt a lump in his throat, she had always admitted she liked him and he could obviously see it.
He wanted her too but he couldn’t bring himself to say it.
"Yue...do you love me?"
Qin Mingyue pursed her lips at this moment she did not want to tell him how much she cared about him.
"Yue...seeing you with other men greatly irks me, do you know that?"
Feng Shiyan played with her shirt, whenever he thought about those men she went on dates with. His angry doubled.
"I’m a single woman, what do you want me to do, lie that I have a boyfriend?!!"
"Tell them you belong to me, me, Feng fucking Shiyan!" He gripped the bed tightly, didn’t she play around with his feelings as well.
"Then be in a proper relationship with me! I don’t want to be someone you see as your entertainment and will get dumped once you find something more amusing.."
Feng Shiyan pouted was that how she saw it? "No, no, no honey you got it all wrong, there’s no one that can amuse me the way you good. You’re the only one I want, how could I possibly get tired.."
Feng Shiyan’s eyes remained inscrutable, showing no hint of apology or remorse. His grip on her tightened slightly as he leaned closer, his voice steady and commanding.
"Yue" he said, "I don’t regret what I’ve done. You need to understand that you are mine. There’s no room for anyone else. Your place is with me, and that’s the end of it."
Qin Mingyue’s eyes blazed with anger and frustration. "You can’t just claim me like a possession, Shiyan! I have my own life, my own choices. You don’t get to dictate them."
He smirked slightly, caressing her cheek with a possessive tenderness. "That’s true...you can do whatever you like, I won’t stop you but you can only be with me, I won’t accept you being in the arms of another man"
She pushed against him, her voice trembling with a mix of rage and desperation. "Is that it? Am I just supposed to accept this? Accept being treated like something you own?"
Feng Shiyan’s eyes darkened, his patience wearing thin. "Yes, that’s exactly what you’re supposed to do. Accept it, because it’s the truth. You belong to me, and no one else."
Qin Mingyue felt a lump forming in her throat, her emotions threatening to overwhelm her. She grabbed his collar, pulling him closer. "Then why can’t you just be with me properly? Why do you keep playing these games, treating me like an afterthought?"
Her eyes watered and she couldn’t hold back the tears anymore.
It hurt, it hurt so badly...to think all the men she loved always treated her the same way.
Feng Shiyan’s expression softened, "I’m sorry."
She let go of his collar, her voice barely above a whisper. "This isn’t love, Shiyan. This is control, but do you even love me?."
Feng Shiyan’s eyes bore into hers, his grip unyielding. "Don’t look at other men for fucksake’s, your eyes should only be on me, just me, I’m the one who loves you!."
"..."
"..."
Qin Mingyue eyes widened, did he just admit that he loved her.
Feng Shiyan bent his head,loosened his grip and held Qin Mingyue gentlier this time.
"Be with me Yue, because I can’t let you go, but I don’t want to be your boyfriend, I want to be your husband...the man who has taken a vow to always be by your side, to always love you...that’s who I want to be to you.."