Not willing to wait even a second longer, afraid he might change his mind, afraid her fiancé might not make it out, is that it.
She actually went to find Zhou Yalin and even brought his mother into it.
But of course, for Cheng Ziyang, what wouldn’t she risk? She even gave up a woman’s most precious first night, didn’t she.
He understands clearly deep down how much she loves Cheng Ziyang.
Even if there was ever a luxury to dream, it was ruthlessly shattered by her.
Since he was young, whatever he wanted, he had, often before he even spoke, others would present it to him.
And the only thing he ever wanted but never got was Dong Xin Yan.
Even if he forcibly kept her by his side, her heart was never on him for even a second, so much that he could not even deceive himself.
So these days, he sorrowfully thought, is there really no future for him and Dong Xin Yan, are they really meant to stop here.
He is unwilling, he doesn’t want to let go so easily, but... even so much unwillingness can’t compete with Dong Xin Yan’s tears.
She doesn’t like him, even fears him, dreads him, wants to stay far away from him.
Then how can he disregard her unwillingness and continue to keep her?
Without love, he could disregard her feelings, whether she cried, was sad, or heartbroken, he could remain indifferent.
But when you truly love someone, you’ll know, when she cries, your heart bleeds, when she’s sad, your heart suffers, when she’s heartbroken, you’d wish you could trade the world to see her smile.
So he’s trying hard, very hard to convince himself, maybe, he should let go.
But this process is too hard, can he have a little time.
Why not give him even a little time.
In his life, there’s never been the word "let go," but for her, he’s been seriously trying to restrain, seriously trying to learn.
But, unwilling to give him a chance to make amends, unwilling to give him a chance to love her, why is it that even at the end, there’s not even a chance to let go?
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He stared fiercely at the blurry face before him, the pain and sadness in his heart clashing brutally against his chest, slowly transforming into profound anger.
His fingers clenched uncontrollably, thin lips parted slightly, each word, each sentence carrying a deep chill, "Dong Xin Yan, do you think finding Yalin can save Cheng Ziyang? I’m telling you, if I don’t release him, no one can save him!"
Dong Xin Yan knew Gu Ningyi would be angry, but she didn’t expect him to be this furious; the sudden outburst of rage scared her, making her face turn pale, her whole body tremble.
She opened her mouth, trying hard to explain, "Mr. Gu, I didn’t know, didn’t know you were hospitalized, I, I couldn’t find you, that’s why I...."
"Couldn’t find me? When did you ever seriously try to find me?"
If she ever had the slightest intention, if she ever cared the least about him, she would never have been unable to find him because he had always been here, never letting her not find him.
Gu Ningyi closed his eyes, forced down his anger slightly, then opened his eyes, looked at her, and spoke word by word, "Alright, now you just need to answer me one question. If you knew I was hospitalized, would you still come to remind me, to tell me, that the three months are up, to let Cheng Ziyang go?"