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583 You don’t even miss her
“Mother, you’re shaking your head and nodding your head, frowning and smiling at the same time. What are you thinking?” Gu Nian had filled up a page of rice paper with her writing. She stopped and looked at Cai Xiaolian.
“I’m thinking about you!” Cai Xiaolian said.
“I’m right in front of you, what’s there to think about?” Gu Nian pouted.
“Then do you have anything you want to say to mother today?” Cai Xiaolian asked with a smile.
“AI!” mother, I’m such a failure! Gu Nian sighed deeply. My first love is finished.”
“How did it end?” Cai Xiaolian asked.
“I thought he didn’t have a partner, but he has someone he likes! you even gave me the good guy card, i don’t feel good about it!” Gu Nian’s heart was heavy.
“You’re studying when you’re in a bad mood?” Cai Xiaolian glanced at the things on the table and quickly looked away. Forget it, she wouldn’t understand these things.
“I’m not in a bad mood. i just feel that this feeling is a little strange. how should i put it?” Gu Nian organized her words in her heart. let’s talk about embarrassment. Actually, only the two of us know about it. There’s nothing to be embarrassed about. It’s not embarrassing, but I feel like my self-esteem has been hurt!”
“Are you in a bad mood because your pride was hurt?” Cai Xiaolian asked.
“Yup!” Gu Nian nodded without hesitation.
“Then what’s your first love? What you have for Yan Mo can only be considered a good impression, not even a ‘like’. That Yan Mo is also a good man. He knows your heart and is clear about his own heart. He made it clear early on and didn’t let you fall into it. He’s a good man. Our niannian’s taste is still very good. It’s a pity that he doesn’t belong to you.” Cai Xiaolian laughed.
“Mother! You even praised him? He doesn’t even like your eldest daughter!” Gu Nian pouted.
“I’m not complimenting him, I’m just telling the truth. Niannian, you have to know that none of us are silver, it’s impossible to be loved by everyone. He could be honest and stop you from wasting time and energy on him. Just this alone made him very manly. Although his words might cause you to be frustrated for a while, it’s not a bad thing.” Cai Xiaolian consoled.
“i understand the logic! However, she still felt quite suffocated in her heart. After so many years, this was the first time his heart had been moved by someone! You’re making me face reality in such a short time?” Gu Nian was listless.
“Actually, this is pretty good. If you think this is first love, then mother will tell you that only one or two out of ten people in this world can be together with their first love. In mother’s eyes, you’re not first love at all.” Cai Xiaolian said.
“How can it not count? This counts.” Gu Nian said.
Xinxin said that you have a one-sided love. Then tell me, have you ever thought about Yan Mo? ” Cai Xiaolian asked.
Gu Nian thought about it for a moment before shaking her head. As long as she did not see him or mention him, she would not think about him.
“So if you don’t even miss her, where did you get the love? You’re such an emotional noob!” Cai Xiaolian said in disgust.
“But I’ll like it when I see it!” Gu Nian argued.
“Don’t think that you’re an adult with a soul in your twenties. In this area, you’re not much different from Xin Xin sisi. If you don’t believe me, you can ask them. If they see mu Yan, do they think that brother mu Yan is good looking? if they see Huo Junhao, do they think that Huo Junhao is amazing? if they see Lu Zheng, they will all think that he is good. When we first met Lu Zheng, we were still talking about how he was good-looking, just like a certain young man! If you didn’t realize that he was Lu Zheng, you would also think that he was quite good! And Xue Qianyu, do you dare to say that his image and temperament won’t move people?” Cai Xiaolian asked.