Chapter 460 Self-blame
Dean Fang continued to explain, “You might not understand. Let me put it simply. Miss Hu is just born with a weaker heart. There might be some small problems, but it’s not serious. She doesn’t need to be hospitalized at all. As long as she doesn’t receive a huge shock, her life will not be in danger! Besides, I saw these real test reports. Shao Feng was also working hard to help Miss Hu strengthen her heart functions in the future. Actually, her body is much better than we thought!”
After hearing this, Chen Chen’s head buzzed.
He closed his eyes tightly. Hu Wan’s ugly face echoed in his eyes.
Every time, she would use the same trick to gain sympathy and kidnap him. However, every time, he had to soften his heart because of this. This was what he owed her back then. He had to repay her.
However, the naked truth was right in front of him. From the beginning to the end, he had been in a ridiculous scam.
Forget about this. But because of this scam, he had lost Bai Ran and could not redeem himself.
How much damage had he caused the person who really loved him to suffer?!
At the thought of this, Chen Chen was furious. He punched the glass coffee table, causing a few cracks to appear.
Seeing that the pitiful glass coffee table was about to shatter, Dean Fang said in fear, “Chen Chen, this is my responsibility. As the dean, I neglected my job and let my doctors and patients collude with each other to deceive their families. I also didn’t manage the testing equipment. I’m really sorry!”
Seeing the old dean lower his head and admit his mistake in front of him, Chen Chen could not bear it.
He restrained his anger and said, “Dean, don’t say that. They’ve tried so hard to lie to me. Who can resist it? Haven’t I been deceived for so long too?”
The scenes from before flashed in his eyes. Chen Chen did not dare to think about how Hu Wan had tricked him into accompanying her time and time again.
Although he had already come to his senses and firmly chosen Bai Ran before this, he still could not forgive himself in the face of this truth. He felt even more ashamed to see Bai Ran again.
He hated, hated this adulterous couple for lying to him, and hated himself for being stupid and weak!
Why did he have to suppress his feelings for so long because of the so-called guilt from his childhood?! Why did he not stop when his Grandma and his other family said that he had repaid his debts for more than ten years?! Why did he let Hu Wan hurt Bai Ran time and time again?! Why did he only wake up when Bai Ran was heartbroken?!
Seeing that Chen Chen’s eyes were about to burn, the dean quickly said, “I don’t think I can hide today’s matter from you. Otherwise, my conscience will be uneasy. Now that you know about the matter, if you want to blame us, we’ll be responsible. I’m sorry!”
Chen Chen was still immersed in anger and sadness. He waved his hand and replied, “Dean Fang, you don’t have to apologize. It’s not your fault. I’m sorry. I’m not in a good mood. I have to go first. Excuse me!”
Chen Chen walked out of the hospital in a daze, his mind a little blank.
He did not have the mood to go to the company again. Chen Lin, who had not recovered, was still lying in the hospital, making him even more frustrated.
Chen Chen returned home alone and lay on the sofa, looking ahead in a daze.
He really wanted to tell Bai Ran about this, but he did not know how to open his mouth after a long time.
Chen Chen lay on the sofa and grabbed his hair hard. Hu Wan’s illness was fake. It was not that he had not thought of this outcome, but when the truth was in front of him, it was a huge blow to him.
More than ten years of feelings had been wasted. All his suppressed feelings had become a joke. This disappointment and hatred could not dissipate in a short time.
The memories drifted back to many years ago, when the two children were eating chocolate together.
That’s right. Not only did Bai Ran remember, but that day was also forever engraved in Chen Chen’s heart. On that day, Bai Ran dyed the “Tian Tian” in his heart forever. He swore to protect her for the rest of his life and never let her down.
However, his slap was so fast. Hu Wan had a serious heart attack because she fell into the water.
From then on, he had no choice but to take care of Hu Wan and listen to her.
Hu Wan did not like him getting close to Bai Ran, so he listened to her and ignored her. If Hu Wan needed him to accompany her at any time, he would not be with her anywhere. If Hu Wan asked him to get a divorce, he would obediently divorce Bai Ran, who had just returned from overseas, without caring about Bai Ran’s feelings.
Under all these obedience, he even hypnotized himself that he loved Hu Wan.