He took a deep breath, his eyes full of restraint and endurance, a little helpless: "Do I have to say it now?"
"Hmm!" Joanna Lawrence nodded heavily.
"...Alright, you say it. What’s the matter?"
Joanna looked into his deep and burning eyes, bit her lip, hardened her heart, and said: "I-I am no longer a virgin!"
She thought about it and still felt that she should tell him this beforehand.
Then, let him decide whether to continue or not.
If...he despises her for being dirty and doesn’t want to touch her anymore, she can understand.
He is still a virgin, so he has the right to expect his other half to be the same as him.
Ashton Heath was taken aback, and a hint of surprise flashed in his eyes.
It seemed that he didn’t expect her to say this.
Joanna saw his reaction clearly, and although she could understand his feelings at this moment, her heart still inevitably felt a sting of pain.
As expected, would he despise her for being dirty?
But that night, she was also a victim.
Although she had thought about him despising her and was prepared for it, why did she still feel sad?
She blinked her eyes, holding back the sourness in her eyes, and pretended to say indifferently: "If you mind, we don’t have to go on. I’m sorry, I should have been honest about this before the marriage, but I really didn’t think about it at the time."
"You can divorce now if you want, and we can go to the Civil Affairs Bureau to get a divorce tomorrow. But Jeremy is innocent, and I hope you won’t vent your anger on him and refuse to do the surgery for him because of me."
Joanna had always felt that she and Ashton Heath had not married because they liked each other.
When this marriage without emotional foundation is gone, it is gone.
She wouldn’t be sad about it, and she wouldn’t miss it.
But for some reason, when she said the word "divorce" just now, her heart suddenly twitched.
It was as if she had been stabbed by something sharp, and it was very uncomfortable.
And she even felt a little reluctant in her heart!
She only realized that she didn’t want to divorce Ashton Heath as easily or carelessly as she thought!
Could it be because he had been too good to her recently, she had gotten used to his kindness, and was afraid of losing this treatment after the divorce, so that’s why she was reluctant to divorce him?
Before she had time to think carefully, she heard the man above her say suddenly: "Was your first time with David Benington?"
Joanna was stunned and looked up at him.
She didn’t see any disgust or dissatisfaction on his face or in his eyes, nor did he show anger. He just looked at her calmly.
She was silent for a while, recalling the events of that night, her face a little ugly: "...No."
Ashton Heath’s eyes flickered: "Who did you give your first time to?"
Joanna clenched her lips and was silent for a moment before she finally spoke painfully: "I don’t know."
A mocking smile appeared at the corner of her lips: "I don’t know who he is. That night I got drunk, so drunk that I wasn’t even conscious. I was taken to a hotel room by a group of strangers."
"After they brought me there, they left. I fell asleep in the room for a while, and then a man came in."
At this point, her eyes suddenly turned red, and she clenched her fists: "I, I didn’t see what he looked like."
"I was in a panic and a mess at that time, just wanting to get away as soon as possible. But I really regret it now..."