The clear syringe contained some blue liquid which looked extremely alluring.
Luo Zheng opened her eyes with a strong desire in them.
However, she was going through a tough time at this moment even though she was feeble and weak. She slowly became sober and she shook her head profusely. “No… no… I refuse… ”
“Hah, it’s not up to you!”
Gu Changye barked in resentment as he reached out to grab her arm, only to have her struggle continuously. “Get lost… don’t touch me… ”
At this moment, Luo Zheng felt like there were countless ants crawling in her body and she felt disgusted, terrible and in despair.
Gu Changye ignored her cries and pulled her by her shoulder forcefully.
Luo Zheng was caught off guard and fell onto Gu Changye’s lap while her seaweed-like hair cascaded downwards, revealing her swan-like neck.
He stared at the bite marks that he had left on her porcelain neck.
All of a sudden, Gu Changye felt like he was a vampire as he felt an urge to sink his teeth deep into the flesh of her neck again.
It was as if that was the only way he could ensure that he was still alive. What a crazy idea!
Gu Changye looked away when he felt his Adam’s apple moving.
Without hesitation, he stabbed the syringe into Luo Zheng’s arm.
The sharp pain made Luo Zheng’s body tremble and her senses were heightened because of the drug relapse. “It hurts… don’t poke me… get out…”
“Do you feel terrible? Why do you have to bear with it!?! As long as the poison is injected into your body, everything will end…”
Gu Changye pressed her down and tried to tempt her by whispering into his ears.
In the silent night, the demon was luring the angel into going to hell with him!
Luo Zheng turned as pale as a sheet as the blue poison flowed into her arm and she struggled hard. She placed a hand on the syringe and tried to pull it out.
However, Gu Changye wrapped his large hand around her tiny one and stopped her from pulling it out. “You can’t bear to do it? Luo Zheng, look at yourself. Look who’s around you when you’re at your most hopeless state. You’re all alone… ”
“Luo Zheng, we’re all the same. No one loves us and no one shows us concern! Life is short, so why don’t you do what makes you happy? You clearly want it, so why don’t you listen to your heart… ”
“I know you’re suffering a relapse now and you’re definitely in pain. I’m sure it’s horrendous. Who are you putting up a brave front for? What matters is that you’re happy. Don’t make life hard for yourself… ”
…
Gu Changye then pressed his fingertip against the plunger of the syringe and pushed it downwards.
As the blue poison entered her blood, Luo Zheng shivered and felt a sense of thrill and excitement that radiated to her limbs. The pain within her began to subside a little too.
“Be good, how does it feel? Does it feel great… ”
Gu Changye stopped when he pushed 1/3 of the plunger in, after which he held onto her fingertip and placed it on the plunger, allowing her to make the decision.
“After you push all the liquid in, all your suffering will be over! There will be no more pain, no more sorrow, and no more loneliness. Trust me… everything will be fine, okay?”
Gu Changye’s voice was rather hoarse and his words seemed to be breaking her fragile heart.
After sinking into confusion, Luo Zheng’s mind was in a whirlwind as her memories of her previous and present life intertwined.
Yeah, why is she making her life so hard? Who would care about her!?!
Right from the start, she had already been abandoned by the world and had been living all by herself. She was left all alone to heal her own wounds… In the past, she thought that she had the entire world but she only realized in the end, that the world never belonged to her.
The sky is so large but there was no place she could call home.
Who is she? What is she regarded as!?!
She had failed and was completely defeated in both lifetimes. She implicated the Luo Family and caused Mr. Bodyguard to die alone in her previous life… Why? Why am I the one who survived? I’m all alone! She thought.
At last, Luo Zheng teared up with a deadpan expression.
Her teardrops accidentally landed on the back of Gu Changye’s hand.
It was clearly just slightly warm but it made Gu Changye tremble.
It was as if her tears were gradually increasing in temperature with a tinge of loneliness, burning the back of his hand, and his… heart!
“You’re right… no one loves me… I shouldn’t torture myself… ”
At the next moment, Luo Zheng finally gave up everything and gave in to her desires that were lurking deep in her heart. She pressed the plunger down and pushed the remaining blue poison into her bloodstream, bit by bit…