Lu Yinchu once said to Mo Yan: It’s not bad for a person to be obsessed, but your obsession should only burden yourself, not others!
At that time, Mo Yan furrowed his eyebrows, trying to figure out who Lu Yinchu was referring to in this sentence. Who did he harm?
Then, a name flashed through his mind, that was, Liang Qiaoqiao!
He met Liang Qiaoqiao ten years ago. Qiaoqiao, who was seventeen at that time, was of the same age as Xiaoyue, and was Xiaoyue’s classmate.
And he, was Xiaoyue’s boyfriend!
When he was with Xiaoyue, Xiaoyue often brought Qiaoqiao along!
The two of them met in such a way, but he never really noticed her!
The Qiaoqiao in his memory was a very shy girl, had long hair, liked to wear bright-colored dresses, loved to dress up, and was very beautiful!
This very beautiful, he discovered many years later.
Because at that time, his mind and heart were only filled with Xiaoyue!
He would not cast an extra glance at other girls, let alone notice whether they were ugly or beautiful!
Once, the three of them were dining together. While Qiaoqiao went to the restroom, Xiaoyue whispered to him, "Don’t you think Qiaoqiao is very beautiful?"
"I think you are the most beautiful!"
He finished jokingly and was about to kiss her lips when Xiaoyue pushed him away, "Behave, Qiaoqiao is coming back!"
He sighed helplessly, rubbed her hair with his hand, saw her slightly blushing cheeks, and deep in his heart, he was satisfied!
Back then, he loved a girl named Lu Yinyue too much, loved her every frown and smile, loved her occasional shy look, loved everything about her, wished he could blend her into his bones and love!
At that time, he never noticed Qiaoqiao, even occasionally blurring her appearance. He knew nothing about her, apart from the fact that she was Xiaoyue’s classmate, friend, and confidante.
After Xiaoyue left, he felt his whole world had collapsed. He broke off contact with all his friends - the friends he shared with Xiaoyue...
Everyone thought that he had left the city and gone somewhere else because this place brought him too much heartache, a city where he could not and would not stay!
But little did they know, what he feared the most was not pain or hurt, but forgetting!
He feared forgetting that he once loved a girl named Lu Yinyue, feared forgetting that he had dedicated all his feelings to a girl named Lu Yinyue during his innocent years, and then on one day, he abruptly lost the ability to love...
He was afraid of forgetting her, and he was afraid of forgetting the man who loved her...
Where could he find her if he left here?
What could be his home if he left here?
In this city, he wanted to leave, but he had already become unable to leave!
He met Qiaoqiao again two years ago.
At that time, Lu Yinchu met Nanxi for the first time after she disappeared for four years. When he was investigating Nanxi, he found that Nanxi was actually Qiaoqiao’s cousin. This discovery shocked him!
He had to appear in front of Qiaoqiao, as he needed to understand Nanxi and her background from Qiaoqiao!
Qiaoqiao was shocked, surprised, and incredulous when she saw him!
Then she forced a smile and only said, "Long time no see!"
He nodded, "Long time no see!"
After the two met that day, they waved goodbye to each other. He knew she had a car, so he didn’t offer to take her home. When he left, he found that he had left his car keys in the private room!
He frowned slightly. He had never been this careless before, and the carelessness at this moment was because he had met someone related to Xiaoyue!
Although he appeared calm, his inner emotions didn’t fall short of Qiaoqiao!
The door to the private room opened, he wanted to go in and saw Qiaoqiao hadn’t left yet. She was crying hysterically with her face in her hands on the table!
How did he feel at that moment?
He didn’t know. His feelings had been taken away many years ago. He had long lost any feelings or emotions for any other women, even if it was Qiaoqiao!
When did he realize that Qiaoqiao liked him?
Probably two months after that day, Qiaoqiao, drunk, suddenly called him.
She said, "Mo Yan, do you know? I like you, I’ve liked you for a long time. From the first moment I saw you, I liked you..."