On the other end, Chang Linsheng paused for a while without speaking, and Yang Su suddenly felt a bit of regret.
Did she say something wrong?
At the very least, she shouldn’t compare this kind of relationship!
Just as she was about to say something to steer away from the topic, Chang Linsheng suddenly spoke.
He said, "Girl, honestly, when I rejected you back then, I didn’t feel good either!"
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She didn’t expect him to say that, and Yang Su was a little dumbfounded!
"Of course, to say it was heart-wrenching pain would be a lie, but without a doubt, your two slaps did make my heart very sad! Having lived for thirty-three years, apart from her, you are the second woman to make me feel sad! When you left, I almost impulsively went after you, but I knew I couldn’t. As a married man, I had no right to chase after you because I knew what it would mean if I did..."
"Don’t speak yet, listen to me!" Chang Linsheng said, "After that day, I stayed quiet by myself for a while, thought carefully about the thirty-something years of my life, asked myself what I wanted, what I could have, and ultimately, what I got? In the end, I found I had nothing, thirty-three years, I have nothing, and I don’t even know what I want, but in some still somewhat clear state of mind, I thought about wanting to have you!"
Yang Su’s eyes glistened, unable to speak.
She remembered how very, very sad she was that day, firmly believing that man didn’t have her in his heart!
She was just a plaything!
Standing at the crossroads, she watched the cars come and go, wanting to have a good cry, but who would she be crying for?
No one would feel empathetic!
But now, Chang Linsheng told her he was also sad!
In this moment, Yang Su’s eyes suddenly grew moist, an indescribable feeling in her heart.
At the same time, she wondered, why?
Their interactions were so few, and their communication almost negligible!
He said that he and his ex-wife met fewer than four times before getting married, so what about her and him?
Honestly, not many more times!
So, why? Where is the intensity of emotion?
Yang Su hung up the phone, her fingers tightening gradually around the phone!
Her heart was in chaos!
The room door was suddenly pushed open, and Yang Su was startled. Turning her head, she saw Zhang Mu standing pale-faced at the door!
"Zhang Mu, why are you..."
"Susu..." Zhang Mu interrupted her, with an unprecedented seriousness in his eyes, he asked her, "...tell me, have you...already made your choice?"
"..." Yang Su couldn’t speak.
"Do I have no chance?" Zhang Mu asked again.
"I won’t give up!" Zhang Mu didn’t give her a chance to speak, "Susu, no one in this world knows you better than I do. We’ve known each other for almost five years, what is that guy Chang compared to me, who the hell is he..." Zhang Mu practically shouted as he finished!
Yang Su was stunned, "Zhang Mu, are you crazy?"
Zhang Mu’s pale lips twitched, then he turned and left.
Yan Chenqing and Bai Yuchuan hurried over at the noise, only to see Zhang Mu walking past them with a gloomy face. Yang Su stood in the room, dazed!
Lan Qiqi quickly went to pull Yang Su, asking, "Susu, what happened between you and Zhang Mu?"
Yang Su glanced at Lan Qiqi, her eyelashes trembling, then hugged Lan Qiqi and started crying "Wuuu..."
Crying, in extreme sorrow!
What happened? She wanted to know too, what happened?
Yang Su’s name was chosen by her mom, Su, meaning ordinary. Her mom said she hoped their Susu would be an ordinary person in this life. When she gets married, it would also be to an ordinary person!
Her mom said because ordinary people understand better how to cherish the happiness around them than those with money!
But Yang Su felt she just couldn’t learn to cherish, leading her to this situation!
That night, Yang Su slept in Li Weihuan’s old room, with Lan Qiqi sleeping alongside her.
All night, she slept lightly, with a deep sense of guilt in her heart.
The next day was Nanxi’s returning day, and the Liang Family hosted a grand banquet at the hotel, inviting the neighbors and folks from West Street.
In the morning, when Lan Qiqi was on the phone with Nanxi, she mentioned what happened between Yang Su and Zhang Mu last night, and Nanxi was so worried she couldn’t even bother with breakfast and wanted to go see Yang Su!