Chapter 935: Chapter 627: Desolate Heart, Fleeting Words, Enduring Love (53)
The car drove silently, but Chang Linsheng’s thoughts were somewhat unsettled. Five minutes later, he stopped the car and started smoking.
Actually, at this moment, what he most wanted to do was to find Susu.
He wanted to hold her tightly in his arms, kiss her, and meld her into his being with all his might, telling her he loves her.
However, since his current emotions were not yet clear, how could he rashly go see her?
In Chang Linsheng’s heart, Yang Su was a kind and optimistic girl, but her temper was really not considered good!
When she got angry, she was like a little lion gone mad, baring her teeth and claws, and loved to scratch people!
Yet, he just liked her straightforwardness!
Perhaps with age, he began to deliberatively consider many things.
At least now, at thirty-three, he can no longer, like a twenty-year-old young man, bravely approach a girl he thinks is nice without any concerns.
That feeling was just like when he was twenty-two, having just graduated from college and choosing to get married!
Actually, thinking back now, at that time, he really didn’t think about what love was, or what marriage was, but facing Chu Qing, he had something akin to “responsibility”!
If not for those deceptions and betrayals, he might really have stayed steadily with Chu Qing for a lifetime.
Even if he didn’t love her, and could never love her, but she was after all his wife, and what he wanted was just a wife. Thɪs chapter is updated by novęlfire.net
A wife who would bear him a child, take good care of the family, handle the complex chores, giving him enough time to pursue his career.
Maybe when they both grew old, he could let go of everything and spend the rest of the not much time left together like family!
He really didn’t mind such a life, although this life was so dull that just thinking about it seemed very mundane.
But even if mundane, it was not something he possessed, because fate, which loves to toy with people, would occasionally play a trick on you, whether big or small, more or less.
So, the truth was, Chu Qing deceived him, betrayed him. As his wife, he didn’t touch a single finger, yet she had a child for another man…
But clearly, he was the one who turned away first, yet he still had a self-torturing feeling of being abandoned and toyed with!
It’s truly laughable!
Perhaps the influence of this matter on him was really quite profound, in the years that followed, his attitude towards feelings, towards women, was consistently a repulsive and resistant one!
He encountered many women who showed interest in him, but after a few words, he would know what they wanted, and whatever it was, it wasn’t him, Chang Linsheng himself.
He thought, perhaps most women in the world were probably like Chu Qing.
Love, a rare thing in the human world, many people’s bodies entangle, desires overflow, but it really might not be for love!
Then, Yang Su appeared, this little girl, naive and stubborn like a little lunatic, yet she was different.
She caught his eye, aroused his curiosity, made his long-dead heart once again have the possibility of a heartbeat.
That day, he was called away by Lu Yinchu’s call; he took her out, pinned her against the car, and kissed her, then later took her to his wedding house.
He had a strong reaction, nearly losing control to want her!
That was the first time in so many years he had a strong feeling, for a woman called Yang Su!
Choosing to divorce was a long process, but it was something he must do, because only by returning to singlehood could he have the right to approach her, pursue her, own her.
Before the divorce, he didn’t dare to get close to her, not even a step.
That day discussing divorce matters with Xie Xin in the cafe, he met Nanxi, who told him Susu left, she had left. What did he feel at that moment? It felt as if a bone in his body was suddenly pulled out, with the bone connected to nerves and flesh, the pain of extraction was imaginable!
After successfully divorcing and returning to H City, Yang Su was no longer there, but he wasn’t in a hurry. He knew that at Nanxi and Lu Yinchu’s wedding, Yang Su would be a bridesmaid, she would definitely appear!
That day, Yang Su was wearing a white dress, her hair rarely tied up, her slender body wrapped in a beautiful dress, with light makeup, very beautiful, at least in his eyes, especially beautiful!