174 A childhood that could be abandoned at any time
Rong Yan was just joking, but after he finished speaking, Liancheng Yazhi locked his eyes on her and said, ” “Then just say it.”
He wanted to hear what her so-called hell-like life was like and see what she could come up with.
“Mr. Liancheng, do you really want to hear it?” Rong Yan smiled embarrassedly.
Liancheng Yazhi slowly rolled up the sleeves of his shirt, looking like he was going to beat him up if he didn’t say anything. He said viciously, ” “Speak. We won’t do anything today. We’ll just listen to you.”
rong yan swallowed her saliva. oh no, it would not be easy to get over this today.
It seemed that she really had to talk to Liancheng Yazhi about it, or else he would not let it go.
Rong Yan clenched her fists and made up her mind. She said, ” “alright, since you’re so interested in my story, it would be too unkind of me not to tell you. but before qianqian tells you, can i light a cigarette?”
After a long while, Liancheng Yazhi finally nodded reluctantly.
He didn’t know why Rong Yan lit a cigarette. He especially didn’t like Rong Yan smoking. He had seen her twice, and every time he saw her, he would feel uncomfortable in his heart.
But this time, Liancheng Yazhi could tell that if he did not nod, Rong Yan would not tell him so easily.
Rong Yan patted his shoulder happily. “Mr. Liancheng, please sit down first. My story is as smelly and long as the old woman’s foot-binding cloth. Please sit down and listen slowly.”
After saying that, Rong Yan Ran to find her bag and found cigarettes and a lighter.
Rong Yan lit a cigarette and sat opposite Liancheng Yazhi.
she didn’t want to pull, but she was afraid that her small movements would expose her, so she had to have something in her hand.
Rong Yan skillfully held a cigarette between her fingers. She didn’t smoke it, letting the long and thin cigarette burn slowly. Looking at the wisps of smoke rising from the end of the cigarette, she slowly poured out the things in the box that had been sealed for many years, like opening it.
Rong Yan’s voice slowly rang out in the room. It was like a melodious tune played by an old phonograph, with the vicissitudes of life.
before I was ten, I lived in fear every day. Life was tough back then. Sometimes, I could only eat one meal a day. I was afraid that my mother would send me to an orphanage or give me to someone else. I didn’t dare to sleep too deeply at night because we often moved at that time. It was often in the middle of the night. I was afraid that if I didn’t wake up and opened my eyes, she would have left me behind.
Rong Yan took a deep breath and continued nonchalantly, ” “Every time I went out with my mother, she would carry Rong Jia, and I would follow closely behind. I didn’t dare to grab her hand because she would never hold my hand. Of course, there were times when she would reach out to me, but every time she hit me, no matter how fun it was on the street, I wouldn’t take a second look because I knew that if I got lost, she would never look back for me. every time she takes me out shopping, does she have the same idea? it’s normal for a child to get lost on the busy streets.”
At this point, Rong Yan felt that her eyes were a little dry. She raised her hand and took a puff. After the smoke came out of her mouth, she continued, ” “This kind of life continued until I was ten years old. My mother met Rong shenghai.”
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