My feelings for you were like a woman’s for a man. When you rejected me then, it hurt, but I still couldn’t forget you. If it were just a habitual dependence, I wouldn’t feel this way.
Later, seeing you at the Fu family’s and meeting Miss Bao, jealousy made one look hideous. I very much wanted to tell you in front of her how bad she was, but I feared you would see through my intentions. Knowing you didn’t like her, I might have been the happiest person.
Last night, you kissed me, and I didn’t sleep until five in the morning..."
After Tang Li finished her long speech, a sigh rang beside her ear, followed by Song Baiyan’s voice, "Isn’t this just foolery?"
Though his tone was admonishing, indulgence had already replaced severity.
"Liking someone always makes one lose themselves. I think I am infatuated with you," Tang Li tightened her grip around his neck, smelling the familiar scent of him, "You are my antidote. If you don’t save me, I will eventually be gravely ill."
Song Baiyan hugged her back, "A girl shouldn’t speak ."
"I... just want you to understand my feelings."
At this point, the strength in Tang Li’s arms around Song Baiyan’s shoulders lessened, and her doe eyes looked straight into his, "Can I do something now?"
Song Baiyan smiled faintly, his gaze falling on her face was indulgent, "What do you want to do?"
Tang Li, blushing, explained her impulsiveness, "That time I kissed you under the dormitory was just a bump, besides the pain, I couldn’t remember what it felt like. Last night when you kissed me, I felt dizzy... I’m returning to Diannan tomorrow and won’t be back until next month, I think there should be a farewell kiss before I go upstairs."
After speaking, her sparkling eyes watched him.
Song Baiyan, softened by her gaze, lightly stroked her short hair with his right hand, "Just a kiss?"
Hearing his broad, deep voice, Tang Li’s nervousness dissolved, no longer hiding her intentions, she leaned her upper body over the central armrest like a girl experiencing her first crush, sealed his thin lips, and deepened the kiss assertively.
Tang Li closed her eyes, one hand gripping the shoulder of Song Baiyan’s shirt, the other hand sliding over his earlobe to the back of his neck, her fair cheeks flushed like rouge spreading.
Song Baiyan looked down at her, passively kissing for a moment, when the girl tried to part his lips, he finally took over, his left hand tightening around Tang Li’s waist, the other hand cradling the back of her head, pulling her onto his lap and deepening their kiss beyond her lips, prying open her teeth and entering her mouth.
For Tang Li, it was an entirely unfamiliar experience.
Out of timidity, she instinctively tried to escape, yet couldn’t help but draw close, because she knew who was kissing her, and eventually, she responded to the aggressor in her own mouth.
In the vehicle, the air grew increasingly taut.
Song Baiyan’s hand moved lower on her waist, pulling her closer to him, their bodies pressing tightly together, Tang Li’s hip bone collided with his belt buckle, and soon after, she felt something pressing against her.
Having lived two lifetimes, Tang Li quickly guessed what it was.