Yes, they are husband and wife, and she plans to live well with him. But if something were to happen now, to be honest, she still feels a bit repulsed by it.
Some people might say, you’ve already had a child, why be so pretentious? But in Jiang Xue’s view, she was forced at first; it was not a good experience.
As for the future married life, she hopes that their feelings reach a certain level, and then things happen as a matter of course.
"What’s wrong, Xue’er, is it difficult for you?" Mu Qiancheng somewhat knew what Jiang Xue was thinking. To be honest, he didn’t intend to do anything, just purely wanted to be with her.
"No, no!" Jiang Xue flatly denied. It was already so late, if she drove Mu Qiancheng out, it would be troublesome if her in-laws found out.
"That’s good!" Mu Qiancheng could tell Jiang Xue was reluctant, but he just pretended not to see it.
"Give me the child, you go wash up first." Mu Qiancheng glanced at Jiang Xue and said with a smile. Although Jiang Xue had already showered in the afternoon, he knew she liked to be clean.
Going out in the evening for a while definitely caused some sweating. If she didn’t wash, she probably wouldn’t be able to sleep.
"Alright!" Jiang Xue knew that Mu Qiancheng would definitely be sharing a room with her tonight, so she didn’t say anything more and went to take a shower with her pajamas.
After she showered and came out, Little Reunion was already asleep, and Mu Qiancheng was sitting in a chair reading a magazine.
"I’m done, it’s your turn." Jiang Xue said, quickly climbed into bed, and moved Little Reunion, whom Mu Qiancheng had placed inside, to the middle. Thɪs chapter is updated by novel-fire.ɴet
With Little Reunion in the middle, she felt more secure.
"I won’t wait for you, I’m going to sleep first." Jiang Xue finished and directly covered herself with the blanket to sleep. As for Mu Qiancheng, seeing Jiang Xue’s vigilant look, being guarded against him, felt a surge of depression inside.
Clearly he has a wife, but he still has to live like a monk, thinking about it feels frustrating. But he also knew that the Jiang Xue now is different from before.
He needed her to be willing, otherwise, how could the two of them walk through this life together? He didn’t want to drive his young wife away just because he couldn’t control himself for a moment.
"Fine, you sleep." Mu Qiancheng smiled, then took out a towel and went directly into the bathroom.
Jiang Xue lay in bed, listening to the sound of water coming from the bathroom, but she couldn’t fall asleep. In both this life and the previous one, she hasn’t spent much time truly being with Mu Qiancheng.
When they got married, there was no other way. They stayed together for two or three nights, except for the first night, when Mu Qiancheng got drunk and forced her. The rest of the time, one of them slept in bed, the other on the floor.
Moreover, she didn’t let Mu Qiancheng get close. Although they were in the same room, they were more hostile than enemies.
But now, when they are truly peacefully together, she’s both expectant and nervous, with a feeling that’s hard to describe.
Unable to sleep, Jiang Xue tossed and turned, inadvertently gazing at Little Reunion’s sleeping face in a daze. She didn’t even notice when Mu Qiancheng finished showering and came to the bed.
"Xue’er, what are you thinking about, so absorbed?" Mu Qiancheng looked at himself, a big living person standing there, but Jiang Xue didn’t notice, so he had to speak up first.
"No, nothing?" Suddenly hearing Mu Qiancheng’s voice, Jiang Xue was flustered, quickly withdrawing her gaze from Little Reunion, then lay obediently.