"Do you know what is the saddest thing in the world?" After pouring several mouthfuls of red wine into his mouth, Chen An's eyes were blurred. He breathed in and out slowly to keep his sanity as far as possible.
"The saddest thing is to love someone but dare not say it, to suppress one's own feelings, or even to die without conveying one's heart..." Chen An smiled wryly and looked down at his fingers on the table with blurred eyes.
Chen An really felt that he was a cruel man. He was cruel to others and also to himself.
He had one he loved, but he dared not to express his feeling. His character also affected his younger brother Chang Le, a poor boy, fearing his older brother's disgust, chose to suppress his intense emotions and anesthetize himself with alcohol and drugs. It was not until the moment of his death that he finally said out his love and got relieved.
Lu Feng was also very much the same.
While Chen An was most cruel to himself. When he slowly realized that he actually had feelings for Lu Feng, his guilt for his younger brother and his long-term despair finally led him to kill himself.
In the end, neither he nor the people around him had a good ending.
Once a man got into a blind alley, it was hard to pull him back.
Chen An forcibly closed his eyes and murmured, "Can't you forget him?"
"You ask too much." Slightly clenched the glass, Lu Feng said in a low voice, with a hint of warning.
"Why did you come to save me? Forced landing in such weather is always in danger of crash. Don't tell me you want to give the police a favor. What's the use of this favor without even life?"
"My life and death have nothing to do with you. What I have done is none of your business." Lu Feng dropped his tone. "Don't think that since I save you this time, you can interfere in my affairs. Bear in mind who you are."
How dare he spoke to him like that! Chen An was choked back by Lu Feng for the first time and was suddenly speechless. Speaking of who he was. Well…
He could not tell Lu Feng directly that he was actually the old fox, he was 'dead' but actually 'alive'. He had become like this due to soul resurrection.
In the face of Ivanov, Chen An could do everything at ease, and there was no need to beat around the bush with the bear since Ivanov and him had not so much past.
But in the face of Lu Feng, Chen An always felt that his heart was a mess.
"Take Mr. Chen back to where he should be."
Before Lu Feng's voice fell, two bodyguards next to him immediately stepped forward and looked at Chen An grimly, "Please, Mr. Chen." It seemed that they would force him to leave if he stayed unmoved.
But what did Lu Feng mean by these words? Stay at where he should be?
"I'll go by myself."
Just as Chen An was going to return to his original seat in a sullen mood, one of Lu Feng's subordinates came running up in a hurry like a rabbit and speaking at an unreasonable fast speed, "Mr. Lu, our station in Syria was taken over, and the goods were also intercepted!"
Although this young man, who looked like a rabbit, was talking like a machine gun, Chen An still got what he said.
"There are spies in the organization!" After the rabbit finished speaking, he saw Chen An next to him, he immediately paused and quickly covered his mouth with his hands. He was probably thinking, damn! How could he tell such an important thing in front of an outsider?