Chapter 283: Feeding You Like This (2)
But after thinking about it, he realized that he was becoming more and more greedy…
In the past, he was satisfied as long as he accompanied him… later, it was enough to quench his thirst if they occasionally had some physical contact.
…..
After that, he thought that he would be satisfied if they become a little bit more intimate by kissing and hugging. But now that he had done all of that, he wanted her to love him too… perhaps, he will never be satisfied since she was someone whom he deeply loves…
Just as he was immersed in his thoughts, Gong Yimo put the bowl back on the table with a clank.
She said in a muffled voice, “I have finished eating!”
However, her words were like an instruction, telling Gong Jue that she was ready. The desire that was brewing in the depths of Gong Jue’s eyes began to quickly surge forward.
She finished eating… but he was still hungry, he had been hungry for a long time…
Gong Yimo’s heart was alarmed by Gong Jue’s gaze, and she suddenly regretted her decision. Why did she have to come out? She could’ve asked someone to send the meal to her room… but she felt even more uneasy in her room. She shifted a little away from Gong Jue, hoping to keep her distance away from him a little more…
She was no match for him right now and she couldn’t bear to hurt him. Gong Yimo became gloomy and decided once again that she will try to reason with him!
“Gong Jue…”
“Yes?” The youngster’s deep yet low voice tickled her ears. Gong Yimo didn’t know why either, but she began to blush.
She clenched her teeth and said, “Did you know that going against the morals of this world is wrong?”
Right now, she could only use this to refute him.
Gong Jue still lost in his thoughts when he replied, “I know.”
Dang! You knew about that yet you’re still doing this?!
Gong Yimo’s heart became a little stuffy as she tried to persuade him again, “We grew up together, so you should know how important you are in my heart…”
Her words made Gong Jue slightly delighted. He thought of how she had run back home when she heard that he was sick, it made him very satisfied. However, if her concern for him was out of love, it would’ve been even better!
Gong Yimo was still trying to persuade him.
“I know that you had lost your mother when you were young so that there was no one around you to take care of you. It’s understandable for you to have those kinds of feelings for me because I took care of you when you were young.”
Gong Jue’s eyes began to sparkle. Could it be that she finally understood his feelings?
However, the topic of the discussion took a turn, “But your feelings towards me is not that kind of love. It is gratitude and parental love. So, I think you have the wrong idea, this isn’t love between a man and a woman. I think you’re just curious because there aren’t many women around you, that’s why you’re in ‘love’ with me.”
Gong Yimo felt her analysis was very reasonable and accurate, but she didn’t see how the light in Gong Jue’s eyes was slowly dimming…
Gong Yimo waited for a long time for his reply and only received a sigh from him.
He appeared to be suffering and helpless as he looked at her.
“I thought the hardest thing would be for you to accept my feelings for you…” He shook his head and bitterly smiled, “I didn’t think that it would be so hard for you to believe in my love for you… so hard.”
He appeared very grieved, it seemed like it was impossible for him to look even more humble, but he did. For no reason… it made Gong Yimo’s heart distressed for him.
“Besides you, I have never been curious about any other woman. If it was for you, I wouldn’t have restrained myself. Even if I’m about to lose my mind because of how much I want you, I only hope for a kiss from you in return…”
“When I couldn’t sleep at night, I think of you. I want to become stronger because of you. Just a smile from you can make me happy for a long time and your unhappiness will make me helpless… if… this is not love, then tell me, what is love?”