[It's not that she doesn't know how lucky she is. Instead… I finally understood today that she strongly believes she isn't good enough for me.
Catching up to me…
Although I'm not one for much emotions, these words of hers leave my heart aching deeply.
It turns out that she has been enduring so much pressure over the years.
In my eyes, I have only ever needed her to be my wife.
To those who called her a vermin… You would never know that I have bought her countless, expensive gifts over the years. Ones that were far more costly than the ones listed in this post. But she has never accepted any of them.
If she really wanted expensive things, she could pretend to be unmoved once, twice, or even thrice…
But could she do so for ten years? The truth is that she really doesn't care for the material goods that I can give her.
I was helpless and could only support the Fang family financially. I originally thought this would let the Fang family help me take better care of Fang Xinxin. But I never expected the vermins in that household to use that money for their own benefits.
I'm not someone who is good at expressing my feelings. Beyond using the material things I had to win her affection, I didn't know how else I could do it.
Thus, I forced her to accept the things I gave her.
That year, when I learned that she had flunked her college entrance examinations, I spent a large sum obtaining a position for her in a university abroad. This was done without her knowledge. When I learned that she was unwilling to leave her home country, I helped her to transfer into Jing Hua University.
She only told me that the Jing Hua University's school dormitory was in an especially poor state. I similarly did not inform her when I donated a billion dollars to the school under her name.
When I bring her out for meals, I am always the one who decides on the restaurants we visit.
She did not know beforehand when I bought those flowers for her.
She also only found out about the cars I bought when I showed them to her.
Do you guys understand what I am trying to say?
She has never asked for any item or money from me.
Previously, I gave her a sum of eight million dollars but she immediately transferred it back to my company's account.
Every single cent I've spent on her was done against her wishes. I did it without her knowing in the hope that she would have no choice but to accept it.
She isn't a greedy person. She is such a wonderful girl, yet you all are calling her bad names?
If she really wishes to be Bai Qinghao's, vermin, to be honest, I am willing to give everything I have, to her.
For the past ten years, I've attempted countless methods to forcefully bind her, who was so intent on leaving, to my side]
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He took in a draw of his cigarette and was silent for a long moment.
[Now that we're done talking about me, let's talk about my fiancée.
She is only a student. She has yet to properly step into society. It's not fair to talk about money.
But there are certain emotions and silent efforts that cannot be measured with money.
As everyone knows, not long ago, my fiancée weighed over 90 kilograms. These days, her weight is only around 45 kilograms. She has lost more than half of her weight.
Dieting…
It's easy to lose a few kilograms. But do you know how much my fiancée had to endure to lose that much weight?
She forced herself to eat very little. No matter how much food I prepared for her, or how I coaxed her to eat, she always refused to have more than a few mouthfuls.
How many of you can resist the temptation of countless delicacies?
She always woke up bright and early every morning. She hiked up the mountain for two hours when the sun rose, two hours when the sun was setting, and for two more hours when the sky turned dark.
Every single day, she spent six hours training hard no matter if it was sunny or raining. This is extremely difficult for a girl. How many of you could achieve something like this?
Normally, even when she is resting, she makes sure to do yoga.
She even refused my arrangement for a chauffeur to send her to school and has always been walking to school. The distance from our home to her school is more than ten kilometres. The journey back and forth is more than twenty kilometres each day.]