She could not figure it out and was deep in thought.
Zhai an suddenly said, “Gu Xin, do you want to Go Shopping?”
“Shopping for what?”Gu Xin was surprised.
“Shopping at the mall. Do you want to buy some clothes? Or, I want to buy some clothes,”Zhai an said.
In fact, the reason was terrible.
Gu Xin looked at him and did not agree.
Zhai an said, “It’s been a long time since we ate out. Let’s eat out for lunch. What do you want to eat?”
Gu Xin still looked at him and did not speak for a long time.
Zhai an was always very patient and kept waiting.
Gu Xin turned to look at the street outside the window. She looked at the scenery that flashed past her eyes and said, “Zhai an, don’t think too much.”
Zhai an was stunned. She looked at her blankly.
Gu Xin did not turn her head back and said coldly, “I came to work with you today just to thank you for sleeping with me last night. I don’t like to owe you anything. If this limited marriage can make up for the debt I owe you, I will try my best.”
Zhai an was silent. She smiled faintly.
A limited wedding to make up for what she owed him.
So that was the case.
He would always carefully hold onto some extravagant hope.
Before he could feel happy, it would vanish into thin air.
He thought about it. Why would Gu Xin take the initiative to treat him well? It was just to not keep feeling guilty.
She was probably thinking that they would get a divorce one day.
He had heard this from her a few times. She wasn’t lying or acting on impulse.
He turned his head and looked out the window.
There was silence in the car.
When they were alone together, it was always cold. It was so cold that his entire body felt cold.
After a long time.
Zhai an suddenly said, “Gu Xin, in this limited marriage, do you think you will do your best? Does it include a normal married life?”
Gu Xin turned her head and stared at Zhai an with her eyes wide open.
Zhai an could not see Gu Xin’s expression, but she knew that she was angry.
She should be very angry.
Everything that happened that night was because she could not control herself.
He said, “It’s nothing. I was just saying it casually.”
Gu Xin kept looking at Zhai an. She looked at his calm face and felt a little sarcastic.
When she heard Zhai an talking about normal married life, she was really angry. She felt that Zhai an was very despicable. She used her guilt to force her to do something unhappy and unwilling. After a few seconds of calmness, she also felt that Zhai An’s request was not too much.
All men had physiological needs.
And she had no right to stop him from releasing her body.
But…
She really didn’t want to.
She couldn’t get over the fact that she couldn’t be in bed with a man she didn’t love, doing things that only people who loved each other could do, and she still regrets what happened that night, no matter how good she felt at that time, how satisfied she was at that time, and when she woke up the next morning, her intestines were green with regret.
Therefore.
She would not agree to it.
She had never thought that she would have sex with him when she married him.
Therefore, the condition that she had attached to the marriage at that time was that she would not force her to have a child. She would not have a child!
Thinking that she would not consummate the marriage, naturally, she would not have a child.
She took a deep breath and said word by word, “Zhai an, if you want to solve your physical needs, there are many ways to help you solve them. However, that method does not include using my body…”