"Lin Wan, there’s a household in the South City Road Courtyard that needs room cleaning, you should go," the housekeeping company’s receptionist gave Lin Wan an address and phone number. "There are people at home, you just need to clean the room and cook dinner. They’re having a gathering tonight, I’ve heard you’re good at cooking. Go over in the afternoon."
"Okay, I’ll go home first to grab some things." Lin Wan was already in her fifties; time ages everyone.
Now that she’s over fifty, she should normally be surrounded by children and grandchildren, but Lin Wan still lives in a rented house. She has never owned a house, has no children, which is a major regret of her life. Now, she can only work more, save some money, and wait until the day she can no longer work, then go to a nursing home.
"Lin Wan, the man in this family is said to be a leader, has been single for many years, in his fifties with no children either. You don’t know if there’s something wrong with him; otherwise, how could such a well-conditioned man be without a woman? You should show your best tonight, cook well, maybe he’ll keep you on long-term. Such a family, simple in population, less work, the pay must be high." An old colleague at the company had been there twice, seen him, and heard some rumors. Yet, the man was unhappy with her cooking skills, or else such an easy and good job wouldn’t fall to this new old lady.
"Thanks for the heads-up, old sister, I’ll do my best." Listening to these words, Lin Wan also wanted to do well; after all, having a high income is desirable for everyone. She didn’t quite care about other’s personal business, but her mind was reminiscing about the past.
Back then, she married a man who also wore green. Although he wasn’t often home, he treated her well, and they had good days for two years... To end up in such a plight now, she only had herself to blame. She was too greedy, dissatisfied with him, and got herself into trouble because she couldn’t bear loneliness. He was gone long-term, leaving her alone with his grandma. Taking care of an elderly was tiring in itself, and when he finally returned, he had a cold demeanor, which gradually led Lin Wan to resent her newlywed husband.
Later, through a girlfriend’s introduction, she met Li Liang. At that time, Li Liang happened to be a teacher at their school. He had been to many places before and was later recruited back to become a painting teacher.
With a scholarly aura, romantic and charming, such was Li Liang, attracting Lin Wan. Gradually, with Ye Qing’s assistance, with just a few words, Lin Wan was smitten.
Secretly, the two of them were involved for a month. At that time, Han Yi was undergoing intense training, and hadn’t been seen for a year, completely unaware of this affair until Lin Wan found out she was pregnant. When she joyfully told Li Liang, his face suddenly changed, refused to acknowledge, and left.
Lin Wan didn’t know what to do, so she turned to Ye Qing. Ye Qing kindly advised her not to just let it go; considering she was pregnant, if worse came to worst, she could go to his home and confront him. Lin Wan thought likewise, if he wouldn’t acknowledge, she’d go find his parents. Lin Wan thought it through, if his parents accepted the child in her womb, she’d divorce Han Yi. But when she went to Li Liang’s home, she found that he was already married.
Enraged, Lin Wan fought with Li Liang, and in the end, Li Liang’s wife pushed her, causing her to miscarry.
Upon waking in the hospital, Lin Wan saw Han Yi’s complicated gaze looking at her.
Knowing full well she had wronged him, Lin Wan, regardless of her health, took the initiative to propose divorce.
"We’ll talk after you’ve recovered."
That’s what Han Yi said at that time. Such a good man, yet she humiliated him so badly. Any other man would have beaten her first, but he considered her health instead.
She got herself into this mess and pushed away such a good man.
Later, when she was discharged from the hospital, Han Yi didn’t hit or scold her, nor did he propose divorce.
Instead, he asked her to go home and wait for him.
Upon hearing Han Yi’s words, Lin Wan burst into tears. At that moment, she felt so heartless, feeling terribly sorry towards Han Yi. She ruined the good marriage with her own hands.
She cuckolded her husband, who didn’t despise her, but she couldn’t get over it herself. She felt dirty, unworthy of Han Yi, so she left behind a divorce agreement and quietly left the home, returning to her maiden home.
Upon learning about the situation, Mom directly slapped her and just said: "Are you trying to follow in your father’s footsteps?"
That night, Lin Wan left home crying, carrying only a few dozen yuan, and went to another city, struggling alone for a living for decades in that city.