Chapter 655: Chapter 438: Everyone Has Friends_2
So, the only option was to distance herself from the land of conflict, out of sight, out of mind, and keep her ears shut to maintain her inner peace.
Her grandfather had suggested sending her to a city where no one knew her. She refused because having experienced the vibrant life overseas, she had no interest in living a wretched life in a strange place; this was the fundamental reason why she insisted on going abroad.
Since the life she wanted to lead decently was no longer possible, why couldn’t she live the colorful life she desired? Her previous desire to return stemmed from her feelings for Zhou Mikang, her hope to win him back, but now she realized, no matter how hard she tried, it was impossible for him to be with her.
However, no matter what, the fact that Rao Ying would discuss such matters with her at least showed that she truly considered her a friend. At this age, she could still tell this much, and she felt an unconscious twinge of guilt for her previous attitude towards Rao Ying, so she straightened up and said, “Little Ying, thank you, I know you mean well, thank you.”
Rao Ying’s lips curved into a bitter smile, “We’re best friends. Frank advice grates upon the ear. If I don’t tell you, who else will?”
“Yes, but what I don’t understand is, if he was truly obsessed with me, why would he do that? He only got his face ruined, not his mind. He couldn’t be unaware that his actions would push me into the abyss.”
After a moment of thought, Rao Ying said, “He loved you so deeply that when he realized, no matter what he did, you wouldn’t reciprocate even the slightest affection, he just went to extremes without thinking it through.”
“I actually think he loved his sister even more,” said Ye Meiru with a sardonic smile. “If it hadn’t been for his sister meddling, maybe he wouldn’t have reached that point.”
“You’re talking about Huang Suai?” Rao Ying’s expression turned serious, “Meiru, you can offend anyone but not Huang Suai. Before you can ensure your departure from the country, don’t conflict with her again.”
“I understand who can and cannot be provoked,” Ye Meiru said, a trace of a smile on her lips. “You reminded me, it’s not bad to divert the trouble elsewhere.”
“Yes, since my efforts are in vain anyway, let him worry about it himself. Isn’t he supposed to love his wife? Well, I’ll help him confirm just how much he loves his wife.”
“Huang Suai is not so easy to fool.”
“Whether she is fooled or not is one thing; whether I act or not is another. Little Ying, thank you, my mood is much better now, really,” Ye Meiru patted Rao Ying on the shoulder, “This is also indirectly helping you.”
Rao Ying looked at her apologetically, “I didn’t consider everything thoroughly. If I had known the relationship between you and Zhou Mikang had turned out this way, I wouldn’t have put you on the spot. But Meiru, whatever you do, the most important thing is to make a better life for yourself and not to put yourself in a more passive situation.”
“I know…” Ye Meiru suddenly covered her mouth, her brows furrowing.
“What’s wrong?” Rao Ying looked at her with concern.
“Feeling a bit nauseous…” Ye Meiru said, her face suddenly turning solemn, “Little Ying, I think I might be pregnant.”
“Preg… pregnant?” Rao Ying jumped up in shock, “With… with Huang Xinlong’s child?”
“Whose else could it be?” Ye Meiru’s brows were tightly knit, “The timing… couldn’t possibly be worse.”
“Do you want to keep it or…?”
“I don’t know.” Ye Meiru shook her head, “I broke up with Louis because after two years together, I couldn’t get pregnant. The doctor said my chances were very low. I was with Huang Xinlong only three times, each time asking for a favor, and now I hit the jackpot. Isn’t it ironic?”
Rao Ying then said, “Better check again, maybe it’s not.”
“My period is ten days late, and I have no history of feeling nauseous without a reason. What do you think, is there another possibility?”
Rao Ying fell silent, not knowing what to say.
“If I were someone who got pregnant easily, I wouldn’t even consider this child. But now…” Ye Meiru looked out the window, “I am conflicted. I’m afraid if I don’t have this child, I might never have another chance to be a mother.”
“What would you do if you were in my shoes?”
“Me?” Rao Ying shook her head, “Such a hypothetical scenario is hard to judge because I’m not you. We have different personalities, so what satisfies me may not satisfy you.”
“If it were me, I would keep it,” Rao Ying said seriously, looking at her. “Having the baby is legitimate, nobody will laugh at you. If you don’t have the baby, and then if you can never be a mother again, it will be a lifelong regret that you can’t make up for.”
“A man is replaceable, but a child is your only one. He is a piece of you, your blood flows through him, and he will only ever have one biological mother.”
“If he is born, he’ll have to face a lot of criticism with me,” Ye Meiru said with a bitter smile. “You know my reputation. Being my child means bearing the burden with me. But would he want that?”
After hesitating, Rao Ying said, “You should listen to your elders’ opinions. If you really want to keep it, you can’t manage without their help. As for the rest, I suggest you make other plans.”
“Alright, I’ll tell my grandparents and parents right away and see what they think,” Ye Meiru sighed. “To others, we might all be bad women. But aren’t we just fighting for what rightfully belongs to us? Is that so wrong?” (To be continued. If you work, you’re welcome to vote for it at Qidian (qidian.com), with recommendation tickets or monthly tickets. Your support is my biggest motivation. Mobile users, please read at m.qidian.com.)