Her words sounded like the sweetest melody in his ears that brought mistiness in his eyes. This was what he had wanted from Shui. His love might be overwhelming at times, but he truly wanted her to accept him as he was.
To Shui, Jun's love was suffocating.
But to Ai, Jun's love was just love.
"Your love is a part of who you are. If I don't accept that, then it means that I don't accept you as a person and that won't be love," Ai said. "You give me security, not suffocate me. That's why I will never leave your side. Jun, don't ever say again that you intimidate me. It hurts to hear that…"
Jun stayed unmoved for several long moments before his arms embraced her back. He buried his face in her hair, feeling incredibly lighter at that moment. A tear slipped out as a smile formed on his lips.
A tear slid from Ai's eye too. For Jun to feel so insecure about himself made her wonder just how much his relationship with Shui might have hurt him. Grievance filled her heart, and she hugged him tighter.
"Ai…I love you. I love you so much."
Ai pressed her forehead against his chest and answered, "I love you too, Jun. I love you very much. I love everything about you."
Jun cupped her cheeks and dipped his head to capture her pink lips again. Their lips and tongues clashed as Ai responded with the same fervor as his. She clasped onto his shirt as she whispered, "Jun…Make love to me."
Those five words exploded his heart with such delight and bliss which was inexplicable. Breathing hard, he softly bit the tip of her nose. "You don't…have to feel pressurized."
Ai glanced up at him with her crimson cheeks, "I am not pressured."
He swallowed hard. "Don't…I mean it's okay if you want to take time."
Ai blinked. "Why would I want to? I have already given you my heart. All of it."
"You won't…won't think it's too soon? We just got together."
Not that Jun thought it that way. He wished badly to take her to bed, but it would be meaningless if their feelings won't be on the same page.
"There is nothing for me to hesitate about giving you my body. Time isn't necessarily a measure to make a judgment. We might know someone for years, yet we might feel as if we don't know them at all. We might know someone for only a few months, yet we might feel that we have known them forever."
Her words felt so true that pierced his heart like an arrow.
Shui and he were childhood friends. But what did it lead to in the end? Just because they knew each other for longer didn't mean that their love or relationship was smooth sailing.
Ai said, "We might have met only almost three months back. Certainly, it's a short period. But I don't need anymore time to decide that you are the only man I want to spend the rest of my life with," she slightly blushed, "I only want you, Jun. I see my future only with you. So, I don't have to think if I want this night or not.
Not just this night, I want to spend all my days and nights with you for the rest of my life." Follow current novels on n0velfire.net
Her eyes widened, and a soft gasp escaped her lips as Jun suddenly picked her in his arms. Biting his lip hard, he growled. "I will punish you for making my heart flutter like that. Remember, you have agreed now. I won't let you take your words back. Tonight, you will be mine and I will be yours."
He kicked the door to his bedroom open and shut it with the same foot. From his arms, Ai felt her back hit the softness of his bed. The faint scent of musty books reached her nostrils which was soon overwhelmed by his masculine scent as he climbed on top of her.
Ai's gaze traveled across his spacious room where she once took care of a sick Jun at this very place. She had changed his clothes on this same bed, and now she was the one Jun would be undressing.
With the tip of his finger, Jun lifted her chin to make their eyes meet. His towering and well-sculpted body hitched her breath. That was when he was still wearing clothes. Whether her heart would be able to take the sight of his fully naked body was a question that burned her face in redness.
Just inches away from her lips, he smirked, "I have to settle a lot of scores from you right from the time you poured that cold water on me. Be prepared."
Ai gulped and suddenly felt that she shouldn't have engaged in those tactics.
Jun's lips found his way to hers, while his hand aptly located her breasts. He kissed hard, giving a firm squeeze that jerked her body upwards. Not wanting to wait any further, he tugged her dress and just as he had expected, the fabric snapped with a harsh pull.
He really didn't wish to ruin her dress, but ever since watching Ai making chocolates, he only thought of his urges to rip the dress apart.
The sound of the dress tearing echoed loudly in the room, accompanied by the sight of Ai's lovely, fair breasts. She inhaled the sudden chilliness, but it wasn't for long when Jun put her left breast in his mouth.
She gasped and breathed heavily, attacked by his moist kisses and licks that captured her bud. Jun took off his coat and shirt, leaning half-naked in front of her.
A sharp exhale escaped her lips seeing his toned abs that pulsated up and down as he breathed in and out. Her palm automatically moved to touch his bare chest that slid down to his abdomen.
Jun narrowed his eyes. "Impatient, huh?"