“Brother Yancheng, I’m not feeling well today, so I don’t want to,” Lu Qingxin refused him as directly as possible.
Gu Yancheng had originally been very interested, but Lu Qingxin’s “I don’t want to” really discouraged him.
It was like a red-hot soldering iron had suddenly been splashed with a basin of cold water.
“Qingxin, you’re only upset because of Ye Tianxin, aren’t you?”
Lu Qingxin nodded. “Yes, I’m upset because of Ye Tianxin. Brother Yancheng, I don’t have anything, but what about her? Ye Tianxin is now a star, don’t you realize?”
“Ye Tianxin? Ye Tianxin? Ye Tianxin? Is that the only important thing in your life? Qingxin, you’re still so young. Why are you obsessed over Ye Tianxin? What does Ye Tianxin’s life have to do with you?”
Gu Yancheng’s flare-up was completely unexpected by Lu Qingxin.
At that moment, one sentence popped into her mind: Poverty is the cause of all conflict between couples.
She had nothing now.
And Gu Yancheng was too stingy to even understand her pain.
Ye Tianxin was her enemy. He kept saying that he loved her, but he didn’t want to share the same enemy with her.
He couldn’t love her that much.
Could it be that her enemy wasn’t his enemy?
“Why doesn’t it matter? If there was no Ye Tianxin, would my mother have died? Why did my dad have to die? Why did our family go bankrupt? Will I not even be able to afford anything?”
Lu Qingxin stood up in an emotional state and couldn’t stop arguing with Gu Yancheng.
Gu Yancheng slapped his hand to his forehead and said bitterly, “Qingxin, why do you have to overwhelm yourself with hatred? Can’t you look past this? Can’t you think about your future seriously? Must you let your life be preoccupied with hatred?”
Lu Qingxin was livid with anger.
She retorted sharply, “Gu Yancheng, you are not me. How do you know how sad I am? If you don’t understand me, please leave.”
Lu Qingxin burst into tears and cried about everything that had happened to her over the past six months.
“My mother died by jumping off a building. My dad died, burned beyond recognition, and my family went bankrupt. Don’t you know how scared and helpless I am? You don’t understand this, and you want me to forget about my hatred for her. But you know, if I don’t hate Ye Tianxin, I don’t even know how I can live.
“I also want to be the same as I was before. No matter what, I could be blissfully ignorant every day. I didn’t have to worry about not being able to pay the property management fee, and I didn’t have to worry about not being able to pay the utility bill. I also want to live like I did before. But, can I? Tell me, can I?
“I am not Saint Mary, so forgiving Ye Tianxin is Saint Mary’s matter.”
After Lu Qingxin finished speaking, she smiled weakly.
“You said before that you wanted to avenge me. But now? She, Ye Tianxin, has become a star, and I am nothing.”
As Lu Qingxin talked, she clutched her stomach and slid down to the floor.
She hurt.
The pain was coming from her lower abdomen.
There was panic in Lu Qingxin’s heart.
Was she going to have a miscarriage?
It was fine. She wasn’t ready to be a mother anyway.
Now, she wasn’t qualified to be a mother either.
“Qingxin, what’s wrong with you?”
Gu Yancheng realized that something was wrong with Lu Qingxin and quickly went to help her.
Lu Qingxin said, “Hurry up and call an ambulance.”
“All right.”
Gu Yancheng hurriedly called an ambulance.
Lu Qingxin bit her lips and a thin bead of sweat flowed down her face.