I could do nothing but clench my hand into a fist.
"I never said, I will survive out there, never said I wanted to leave, you people are the ones kicking me out and you want to sell me to an Alpha, who doesn't care about me, but wants me as his sex tool."
"Who cares? Does that matter right now?”
"You are sick." I sneered.
"Oh, let me guess, were you perhaps keeping your virginity for your hubby, boo?"
"That's not any of your business. Don't call him hubby boo." I firmly stated, I hated that name. It was what my sister calls her loose boyfriends.
"Well, spill it. Isn't that the reason you want to leave the house and go meet him? Let me guess, he won't treat you the way a father treats you right? Your boyfriend will treat you like a queen like you are the only person in the world, the love of his life, his one and only,' she taunted. "Trust me, you will regret it. People like that want an alpha's hole in their dicks and not an Omega like you because they wouldn't respect them well enough or probably look for a beta,' she ridiculed.
"Enough, Ylva. Enough of all this talk,' I glared. "Don't say one more word, Ylva,' he strictly warned. "Don't insult my boyfriend. Don't you dare talk about him like that?'
I was fed up and then she turned toward her father, not having time for Ylva right now.
"You want me out," I muttered.
"Yes,' Lupe answered. "Yes, I want you out of our life,'
I wiped off my tears and nodded. I was exhausted.
"I've always wanted to live alone. I'm tired of staying with you. I want to make a living. Did I say anything wrong, Father? Isn't that what you wanted to hear from me? You've always hated me from birth because I'm an Omega and not an Alpha. I get it, I disgust you so much, I get it,' I nodded and tears streamed down my soft cheeks, but I wiped them off. "You never loved me, you always treated me like trash, you and Mom, like I never existed to you and now, you want me to let it slide. So, I want to leave here and never bother you again. At least, that would be better for both of us. I won't have to be around you anymore or Ylva.' I said in anger, with tears in his eyes.
I had enough for now.
"You've always hated me because I'm an Omega and that's why you hardly let me go out with you, mom and Ylva because you are ashamed of me. You don't want people to think or know that I'm an Omega, and you've never acknowledged me since I was born. It was always Ylva, and you were always telling me to stay out of your way and now, still, I told you I wanted to leave the house. You didn't feel any remorse towards me or tell me to stay,' I calmly said, and the tears couldn't stop coming out of my eyes.
It was painful. It hurts to be with someone for years with no love at all and that person claims to be the father and hates me for not being who they expected me to be and that'd be infuriating and painful for a father to treat his biological child like a scum.
I had known all this for a long time, but I refused to accept the truth and kept doing everything to please my father, to make him love me more. However, it seems like I had just wasted my time and my father will never acknowledge me.
I was indeed naïve and slow-witted.
"Since you know the truth now. You can get out of my house and don't let me set my eyes on you, ever again,' he strictly warned as he pointed his finger at my face.
"Piece of trash,'' he shouted and spat in my face. The slime of his disgusting spit was drooling down my face and I didn't seem to care.
After all, this was not the first time he was spitting on me.
"You despise me, because of what I am, dad. I never asked to be this way, I never asked for it, so why are you treating me this way?' I shouted.
"Don't call me your father ever again. The next time you call me your father, you will see the other side of me. As of today, you seize to be my daughter.'
"Really,'
"You heard me, didn't you?"
"I heard you, correctly,' I agreed.
"Now, move,' he ordered.
"What?' I asked, shockingly. "So, you want to throw me out of the house?' I asked again in disbelief.
"Yes, you wanted to leave this mansion, remember? Then, do that now,' he pointed towards the door. "Get out of here,'
"Father,' my voice began getting teary.
"Get out of my mansion, right this minute.'
"Father, so…" I stuttered. I didn't mean it. I didn't want to go anywhere.
"Get out of my house. Since you want to meet your boyfriend, who is not even 5% up to my level and can't even stand where I stand, meet him. So, he can feed you and take care of you,' he shouted aggressively and pushed me again. "Security, someone should call the security and chase this maggot out of my house. What rubbish.'
He strictly ordered as he shouted, again and again, before the securities arrived.
Was this my life? Was I going for good?
I kept sobbing and sobbing as they dragged my bag, my shoes, and belongings with me. I then used the edge of my cloth to clean up my nose from the tears.
"I don't want to see you again and don't tell anyone that you are my child or you are related to me. If I hear such a thing from anyone, I will wipe that person out of the surface of the earth to never be seen again and you will be among them. After all, you are of no use to me, but a slut?' With those words, my father uttered in his mouth, he walked out of the sitting room, not giving me a chance to explain and at that same moment, more securities burst into the mansion and carried me away with my bags and Ylva saw everything and started laughing so hard and then, she shouted to the guards.
"Be careful, unless you want her to seduce you with her scent, bye, sister,'' she announced and gave a sarcastic laugh as they threw me, like trash out of the building and my belongings along with me and shut the big designed golden gate in my face.