Su Wan however was staring between Lin Yu and Lin Yan with incredulity , the two of them have been the protector and the protected brother pair , so how come they were acting like this ? She looked down at the plain porridge and mentally made a cross to let Lin Yan know that if he is in a bad mood , he doesn't need to put the entire family in a bad mood by giving them nothing but rice gruel to eat - she dipped her chopsticks in the rice porridge and saw the watery syrup slip faster than her ex husband in the bedroom .
Great ,? another note to herself , never let an angry man cook in the kitchen.? Never , ever .
In the end she placed the chopsticks on the side and started sipping on her porridge just like the others were . After taking a couple of sips and swallowing the rice gruel , she picked up her chopsticks and took a bite of the stir fried vegetables , immediately , Su Wan had the urge to hurl it back out . There was barely any oil in the vegetables and the salt was negligible -? was this guy really a cook ? Where was your professional ethics when you cooked this monsterity ! Was what Su Wan wanted to shout but seeing that everyone was eating without much complaints , she too swallowed her food . If she wasn't curious about what happened between Lin Yu and Lin Yan , she would have kicked Lin Yan out for cooking something so half heartedly . It wasn't that she was against simple meals but even simple meals should be prepared properly not like this - gahh ! She should not have gone to take a nap after making the essential oils, she should have pushed herself to cook as well !
But unfortunately she wasn't a clairvoyant and didn't know that this was going to happen , now she was stuck with watery gruel , bland vegetables and two awkward dunces !fr𝚎𝘦𝘄𝙚𝗯𝗻𝗼𝐯e𝗹. 𝑐o𝒎
Lin Yan could see that no one was happy after the watery rice porridge and no salt stir fried vegetables fiasco at all especially Su Wan who looking at him like she would love to knock him out cold before chewing his head out for the disaster he had made . But in all honesty , it wasn't that he wanted to cook something like this , his mind was to preoccupied with his brother's new found ' dark as hell ' revelation and their fight by the time he came around , he was sitting at the table eating what seemed to be the dinner he have cooked .
"I'm really sorry , my mind was a bit preoccupied and I made a mess " knowing that it would be better if he apologised beforehand , Lin Yan picked up the dishes and helped Lin Chen to take the dishes in? his hands before stalking off to clean the dishes .
With that angry stride , Lin Yan knew that his brother was upset about cleaning dishes when the actual cooked dishes were less than satisfactory . Aish , he should have paid attention to it better .
Su Wan cocked an eyebrow at him , arms still folded but her expression seemed to have changed , now her expression was something in between of being torn about punching him or to sympathise with him for whatever was wrong with him .
" come with me " she said as she hooked a fore finger and beckoned him as she stood up and walked away . If this was anyone else , Lin Yan would have bolted right away , he hated it when a woman tried to suppress him with authority - he hated the command in his voice and the one thing that he hated the most was his desire for Su Wan even though he had been bitten and chewed off by - whatever , he wasn't going to take her name . She had made him realise that woman were nothing but creatures who processed their thoughts not from love and care but from money and authority . Lin Yan was damn near lucky to get away from that woman before anything worse happened to him , after his experiences he was damn right certain that he would never trust women again or anything that came with a pair of pumpkins and a hole where any men could stick his rod right in .
But apparently his mind had another ideas when it came to Su Wan , despite all his defences and distrusting issues he couldn't help but look at Su Wan with trust in his eyes . Of course Su Wan had shown him that she was someone whom he could trust and love but - it was still shocking for Lin Yan , after all , his past wasn't something he was proud of , it still scarred a piece of his heart and if possible he wanted to throw it away in the deepest sea that existed in this world because - It wasn't nice , in fact it was shameful and embarrassing .
And scary enough for him to look at every women alive like she was his mortal enemy . But as he looked at Su Wan's bun that was messy enough to unravel any moment and maybe it was because of this that? those black locks were fluttering in the cold night winds , her slim back was gradually getting in shape after decent meals and to Lin Yan 's delight that back which was once as straight as an iron board ( Su Wan : do you want to die boy ?) now had a glorious curve to it .
Lin Yan damn near cheered than and there and so did his little brother as it twitched? , itching to stand tall and proud . Something that was really shocking , after that incident , he had never felt even a single stir in his little brother it had been completely flaccid to every other women that he had seen or known while they were looking for a wife , he knew he should talk about it to Su Wan soon but he was afraid of her judgemental glares and he didn't even want to think about how disappointed she might be once she realised how close he was to losing his chastity . No one would be happy knowing about such a past about their husband but he also knew that he should tell Su Wan before anyone else do , and by anyone else he meant that stupid - controlling manic of a woman .
However , as he watched the sway of Su Wan's h*ps , all thoughts left him momentarily . He didn't want to spend his wedding night with a one on one , therapy - where he told Su Wan what happened to him while she listened to him , no he didn't want to spend it like that especially when he wanted to see that curve of her bu** without the flowing? and floaty skirt that hid it . Even though Lin Yan had no idea about the pleasures of men and women , he knew that Su Wan was just perfect in everything , and once she grew up - she will become a wonderful woman , beautiful enough for him to drive crazy until he was driving inside her despite his lack of trust in the fairer gender
while she howled with pleasure because of him .
Lin Yan didn't trust the fairer gender of course but he trusted Su Wan .