The things Gav said made Evie think. She had never thought of that before. That there might really be a reason why Gav's vampire and dark fae sides were not merging into one. But what reason could it be? Is it really because she needed both vampire and dark fae side of him separately right now? But why?
Evie shook her head, trying to stop herself from thinking about this question any further. She knew this was another important and intriguing question but she just thought that no matter how much she thinks about this, she might not be able to come up with an answer at least for now.
"All I know is that… I always needed you Gav." Evie could only tell him lovingly. "Your dark fae or vampire side… I always and will always need every side of you… all of you… never forget that."
That made him fall into a daze for a moment. Then his blue eyes gleamed as he took her hand and slowly brought it to his lips. He kissed her knuckles gently.
"I'm sorry for thinking you don't love this darker side of me… that you only love Gavriel. I'm…" his voice cracked a little. "Thank you for loving me even if you don't remember anything about our time together, Evie…"
"Oh Gav…" Evie couldn't help but pull him and kiss his lips and nose, as lovingly as she could. She really was so weak against this Gav when he's like this! "Even if I don't remember anything… my heart will never forget Gav. This…" she pressed his hand over her chest. "This heart will always, always love every version of you… please always remember that."
He kissed her. His kiss was wild and hungry and passionate. "I love you…" he whispered in a hoarse voice, "I love and will always love all the versions of you as well, Evie."
Evie's heart was swelling so hard from his words that all she could do was kiss him back as wild as she could. She had brought him here to talk about the serious matters but… she just couldn't resist. There was just no way she could resist this man, this beloved husband of hers…
The next thing she knew her back was against the smooth marble-like crystal. Gav was cradling her head as he continued kissing her. She could feel the heat already rising into an excruciating degree. And she wrapped her hands around his head, running her fingers through his scalp and tugging his silky dark hair.
This wasn't the plan. She had wanted to talk to him. The two of them must talk. Her mind kept reminding her that but… her body and heart were so quick to give in and now she couldn't do anything but surrender, knowing that it was just futile for her to fight her desire for him. It almost felt like her body and heart have always been in Gav's hands… in his control… just one wild kiss and she was no longer the captain of her own body.
And right now, even though they were literally in an open place, Evie's mind couldn't even seem to remember that fact right now. Or she did, but she didn't care or couldn't care as she was confident her husband will never let any other person see her like this.
"Evie," he moaned her name hoarsely against her lips then he stabbed his delicious tongue inside her mouth. His hips moving, grinding his rock hard manhood against her. The fabrics between them creating a delicious friction and Evie couldn't help but lift her hip up in a very needy way.
"Gav…" she uttered his name when his wild wicked mouth moved downward, trailing kisses lower and lower until he found her breast and latched his starving mouth on it. He sucked hard that a high pitch sound escaped from Evie's mouth. Then she felt his teeth grazed against the bud before his wild tongue played around it as if to soothe it next.
Evie could only grab on his hair, pulling him harder against her as if she couldn't get enough. She felt her insides already throbbing, wanting him there now.
Thankfully, Gav was obviously as impatient as her. He was wild as ever and couldn't seem to bear any more waiting. She couldn't help but chuckle at the fact that he even used magic to get rid of his clothes.
"Patience my love," Evie said, chuckling, but he growled and shut her mouth with his. As if that's his way to tell her that he was too hungry to be patient. Then she felt him get rid of her clothes as well, except for her cloak that was now serving as a mattress beneath her back.
"Can't anymore… sorry." Was all he said in a ragged voice. He parted her legs wide. She felt his tip touched her entrance and her folds clenched in anticipation and utter need of him to finally enter her.
But suddenly, he stiffened. And the next second, a black fabric appeared and fell over Evie, covering her nakedness.
Evie blinked in shock. What… what happened?
She pulled herself up and sat. Then she looked at him with an upset look on her face. He was lying next to her. He had covered his eyes with the back of his fingers but didn't even bother to cover his drool worthy body. His rock hard length was touching his navel, the moist coming from his tip was even dripping.
"Gav… you –"
"Sorry, Evie. I must not… I…"
"What!" Evie couldn't help but raise her voice a little.
"I'm rough, you know that."
"Huh?! Of course I know that!"
He swallowed and his fingers over his eyes clenched into a tight ball.
"I don't think I know how to make love gently, Evie. I don't think I can control my desire and lust for you. I… I can't be rough with you when you're pregnant."
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Happy valentines spellbounders! Tried my best to rush this before valentines day ends. It already ended here in my place though 😅
Sorry again for not updating yesterday. I feel like i'm going to slow down a bit for spellbound guys. It's been like six months straight since i last missed an update for spellbound. I never took a day off and forced myself to write even when I'm sick. I never regretted those because it's what i wanted. I don't want to make you guys wait for updates for too long. And yes, it's also because of that fear that you guys will leave if I start missing updates. But lately, i really felt very exhausted and it's getting harder for me to write spellbound. So i decided to slow down a bit but just for the rest of this month. I will update 1 chapter daily or 2 chapters every other day. I will do my best to resume the usual update next month. I am hoping all of you can wait for me.
I love you guys.
Love, Kazzen
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P.s. this chap is not edited.
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Thank you @_basia_ for yesterday's super gift. I'll think of it as your valentines gift for me ^^