"What exactly do I mean to you?"
He seemed a bit helpless, even somewhat desperate.
Su Xiaomeng lowered her head, looking at her hands that couldn’t stop trembling, for a long, long time...
"Actually... it doesn’t mean anything..."
"Bang!" Ren Yixuan kicked the bedside cabinet!
"What’s going on?" Just arriving, Yin Meng heard the terrifying noise from the doorway! As she pushed the door open, she saw Ren Yixuan exuding a sombre anger like an enraged lion!
The bedside cabinet was knocked to the ground.
Su Xiaomeng didn’t make a sound, just kept her head down.
Ren Yixuan now only felt it was absurd, their childhood was absurd, their moments together were absurd, his presumed understanding of her was absurd, and his unwavering dedication to her for more than ten years was even more absurd!
Actually... it doesn’t mean anything...
Haha.
"Su Xiaomeng, you’re impressive! What right do I, Ren Yixuan, have for someone unclean, shameless!"
"Since it didn’t even start, you’re not at any loss."
"Xiao Meng! What are you saying!" For a moment, even Yin Meng couldn’t bear to listen anymore!
What do you mean by not at any loss?
She had only heard a little from Ren Yixuan, yet could feel how deeply he felt for Su Xiaomeng, but Su Xiaomeng was the one involved! Could she not feel it?
Ren Yixuan sneered, "Well said, really well said, I used to think you had no heart or lungs, now I know... you have a heart and lungs, but they are black, dirty, disgusting!"
After speaking, Ren Yixuan turned and left!
"Ren Yixuan!"
Su Xiaomeng suddenly called after him, Ren Yixuan’s resolute steps halted uselessly!
He still harbored a glimmer of hope, just one word from Su Xiaomeng, and that glimmer could relight his heart. Just one word from her!
"Don’t tell my mom and dad, I can handle it myself... I’m begging you."
The faint starlight dimmed.
Ren Yixuan clenched his fists, "Rest assured, Su Xiaomeng, from now on, your affairs have nothing to do with me! I am not so free to bother speaking of it!"
"That’s good."
Another slamming door noise shook the entire room.
After the storm, the hospital room was filled with a near-dead silence.
Yin Meng stood at the foot of the bed, watching the dazed Su Xiaomeng with her head down. She couldn’t see her face clearly, just felt that the Su Xiaomeng from before was unfamiliar and chilling.
He was the boy who grew up with her, the boy who held his heart out to her.
"Su..." Yin Meng just started to speak when she saw a drop of water fall onto the bed.
She was stunned for a moment, then saw Su Xiaomeng’s tears falling like broken pearls, pattering down.
"Xiao Meng?"
Su Xiaomeng raised her head, her face full of tears, her tiny shoulders trembling uncontrollably, "Meng Meng... I... I made a huge mistake... what to do... sob sob..."
Yin Meng tightly pressed her lips. Seeing her like this, the reproach she was going to utter swallowed back into her stomach, she approached and gently patted her back.
"Be honest with me, what exactly is going on? Whose child is it?"
Yin Meng thought it over all night yesterday but couldn’t figure it out. Although she and Xiao Meng were in different departments, they lived in the same dorm and were in the same club, spending most of their time together.
Besides Ren Yixuan and members of the club, Su Xiaomeng never got close to other boys.
She just cried, her small body trembling endlessly...