Translator: Nyoi-Bo Studio Editor: Nyoi-Bo Studio
Of course she wanted to see him. For the past four years, she had dreamed of seeing him. Without seeing him when she woke up every day, she always felt that her heart was empty. But with this approach, would he really appear? Would he? She did not know. Li Sicheng was much more shrewd than she could imagine. She had no idea why he was hiding. Similarly, she had no idea why he did not choose to come back. However, she wanted to see him. Very, very much. He was still alive and must be alive. At the amusement park, that person must be him. It must be!
Lu Yihan guessed her thoughts and said again, “If he loves you, he will come back.”
If he is still alive.
Su Qianci finally couldn’t hold her tears anymore.
Lu Yihan took a velvet box from his pocket and got down on one knee. He opened the box and looked at her. He said, “Marry me, will you?”
Her tears came down faster. Looking at him, she pushed the box away and said, “Yihan, I won’t love you. Do you know that?!”
Her direct words were like a butcher knife, stabbed into his heart. Blood splattered secretly. However, Lu Yihan put on a reluctant smile and said, “I know. I don’t care.” Their days were still long. There would be no reason for him to lose to a dead person, right? Li Sicheng was already dead. Sooner or later, she would forget him and accept him. She would accept him sooner or later, so he could wait.
Su Qianci looked at him and hid her hand behind herself. She said, “I care… I have to wait for him to come back as his person.”
She had kept her heart for him. She must keep her body pure as well. Because of her persistence, Li Sicheng did not have a funeral from beginning to end. Although everyone outside had spread the news of his death to every corner of the network, she still believed that he was not dead. She wouldn’t let him come back to see the word “widowed” in the column of his wife’s marital status. Let alone the name of another man as her husband. This was what she was keeping for him. She loved him, so she wanted to keep all her best for him. Even if he didn’t want to come back, she would still wait for him, so that when she died in the future, she would not regret it.
Lu Yihan’s right eyes dimmed little by little. He pursed his lips without words.
Su Qianci took a deep breath and sighed. “Yihan, thank you.”
Lu Yihan felt that his eyes were a little hot, and sourness was flooding in his heart. He was almost suffocated. He didn’t want her gratitude, he only wanted her. That was it. Why? When Li Sicheng lived, he was better than him. Now he was dead, why was he still better than him? His heart was missing a piece. “Thank you” could not make it up. Lu Yihan did not speak, still maintaining that position in front of her.
After a long while, Su Qianci whispered, “I want to try.”
The four words once again ignited the flame in Lu Yihan’s heart that had been extinguished already.He looked up surprise, feeling incredulous.
“You are right. If he still loves me, he will come back. His home, his children, his parents and grandfather are all here. If he is still alive, what reason does he have not to come back?” Just once, let her try.
Mr. Li, come home…