She didn’t mean for it to happen, she didn’t want to cause her to miscarry. If she could, she would have traded her own life for the fetus that was lost.
But all she could do was regret, she couldn’t do anything to make amends.
"Miss Mo, don’t be upset. Your sister just said some things in anger, don’t take it to heart," the nanny came over to help her up, comforting her gently.
Mo Ran sat on the sofa, her gaze empty and pained, "Nanny, it’s all my fault, I killed my sister’s child..."
"I believe it wasn’t you. Miss Mo, I know you’re a kind girl, you wouldn’t do such a thing."
"It really was me. If I hadn’t been on top of my sister, the child wouldn’t have been lost. It’s my fault, truly my fault!" Mo Ran cried out loud, pounding her chest fiercely, but no matter how hard she hit, it still hurt, hurt so much that she couldn’t breathe.
Although Mo Yan had not been as kind to her as she had, she had never treated her badly. This time, she really hurt Mo Yan’s heart, otherwise, Mo Yan wouldn’t have been so angry with her, wouldn’t have blamed her.
The nanny sighed after hearing this, "It was an accident, I guess. Accidents can happen at any time, you shouldn’t blame everything on yourself, it’s not fair to you."
Even outsiders who didn’t know the full story thought it was an accident, so why was Mo Yan so convinced it was her fault? Mo Ran had never really considered this question before.
She shook her head, as if to deny the nanny’s words, "Nanny, I want to be alone for a while..."
"All right, I’ll help you upstairs, and you should rest a bit."
Back in her room, Mo Ran lay on the bed, curling up her whole body. She shut her eyes tightly, forcing herself not to think about anything, hoping it would lessen the pain in her heart.
At noon, the nanny made some delicious food for her, but she didn’t eat. The cell phone on the nightstand rang over and over, and she didn’t answer it.
Gu Yixuan had no choice but to call the landline, and after hearing the nanny’s story, he learned about Mo Yan’s outburst towards Mo Ran.
He rushed back immediately and upon entering the room, he found that Mo Ran had fallen asleep. Waking her would surely make her upset again. Googlᴇ search NoveI~Fire.net
Gu Yixuan didn’t disturb her and quietly left the room.
The door to Mo Yan’s room was tightly closed, and she hadn’t come out to eat either. He walked over and knocked twice, no response; he knocked again, still no response.