She suddenly felt as if the sky had collapsed, and all hope was gone....
Everything had been going according to plan, and Gu Yixuan was on the verge of letting her go.
Why did she have to get pregnant? Why!
She began to hate the child in her womb, pounded her stomach a few times before she couldn’t bring herself to do it anymore. That was her child; she couldn’t bring herself to hate it....
Unable to hold back any longer, Mo Ran lay on the bed and burst into sobs.
If she had been longing to leave Gu Yixuan before, now she was equally disillusioned. There should never have been any expectations, then there wouldn’t have been any disappointment.
She didn’t know how long she cried, oblivious even when the nanny came in. For original chapters go to novel-fire.ɴet
"Miss Mo," the nanny said, "don’t be sad, take care not to harm the child in your belly. Actually, being with the master isn’t so bad. He’s really a decent person...."
"No, I don’t want to be with him, I don’t!" Mo Ran shook her head vigorously, her face wet with tears.
She truly felt desperate.
The nanny sighed helplessly, advising, "You need to open your heart to accept him, and if you get along with the master, you’ll find that he’s really a good person. Miss Mo, you are just too resistant to him, that’s why you feel so miserable."
Mo Ran looked up, despair in her voice, "Nanny, you wouldn’t understand. I also want to get along with him, but my heart won’t allow it. I can’t forget how he coerced me, I can’t forget everything he’s done to me. Unless I lose all memory, I simply can’t accept him."
"If you resolutely reject him, it will only cause you more pain. Even if you don’t accept him for yourself, for the sake of the child, you should try to accept him. Miss Mo, harboring hatred will only make you suffer. What’s done is done; you should try to be more open-minded so that you can have a better life."
"Nanny, please leave; I want some peace," Mo Ran felt that the nanny was preaching from a point of ignorance.
She believed that no one, if they were in her position, could forgive Gu Yixuan. She could manage to get along with him, but accepting him was impossible.
Seeing she was unreceptive to advice, the nanny said no more, "All right, take a good rest. Call me if you need anything."
It was clear to her that these two young people were constantly tormenting each other. One didn’t know how to make himself remembered, other than by relentlessly tormenting her. The other didn’t know how to retaliate, so kept resisting nonstop.