A sudden emptiness overwhelmed her heart, and she felt a wave of panic.
Guessing that he might have accidentally hung up the call, Mo Ran dialed again.
This time, the phone rang for a long time, but no one answered.
She finally accepted that he truly did not want to hear her voice. This time, he was really ready to let go.
Gu Yixuan, is it finally over between us?
You no longer need to force me, and I no longer need to think about getting away from you...
Walking back to the ward in a daze, just as the caregiver brought back some food. The food from the hospital was tasteless and lacked nutrition, but Mo Ran still forced it down.
As she ate, she started crying, crying out of sorrow. This was the first time she wept after waking up.
Not crying didn’t mean she wasn’t sad or distressed, she just didn’t want to release all the pent-up grief.
As if by doing so, her heart would hurt less, her guilt would be slightly diminished.
But even if she continued to suppress it in her heart, it couldn’t change the fact that she had caused her baby’s death...
After staying in the hospital for two more days, Mo Ran couldn’t stand the hospital’s indifferent atmosphere any longer and decided to go home to recuperate.
Tang Song’s condition had stabilized quite a bit, but he still needed time to come around.
His subordinates had been taking good care of him, which allowed her to leave with peace of mind.
Disregarding the doctor’s advice, Mo Ran completed the discharge procedures and returned to her rented apartment.
Everything in the room remained unchanged, covered in a thick layer of dust.
It took her a whole day to clean it up.
But she was so exhausted that she lay on the bed gasping for air, not wanting to move at all.
She didn’t eat anything all day. When night fell, she didn’t turn on the lights. Lying in the pitch-black room, she thought, maybe it would be better to just die.
If she died, her heart wouldn’t hurt so much...
But she didn’t have the courage to die. Gu Yixuan had said that she would never be able to repay what she owed him, that she couldn’t simply end it all. She had to pay back the debt she owed.
Otherwise, even on Netherworld Road, she wouldn’t be able to walk with ease.
The next day when she woke up, Mo Ran took a bath, ate a little food, and then went to the hospital. Even if Tang Song didn’t need her care, she had to visit him every day.
As long as he didn’t wake up, her heart would remain uneasy.
She owed not only Gu Yixuan and her baby but also Tang Song.
Walking down the hospital corridor, Mo Ran suddenly spotted that familiar figure ahead, and she stopped in her tracks. Thɪs chapter is updatᴇd by Nov3lFɪre.ɴet
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