Before regaining his memory, he always felt that with Ye Wanwan, any person or any event could distract her attention.
Back then, he even thought, since Ye Wanwan was always the most important to him, why couldn’t she treat herself as the most important?
He was not her first choice, and he felt that Ye Wanwan did not love him that deeply.
When would Ye Wanwan love herself as much as he loved her?
But now, the more Ye Wanwan loved him, the more unpleasant Shen Yi felt inside.
He simply didn’t deserve her love.
Shen Yi pulled Ye Wanwan closer and kissed her uncontrollably. His movements were so gentle, as if he was kissing the most precious treasure in the world.
Ye Wanwan tilted her head back slightly, led by Shen Yi, and subconsciously responded to him.
After a long time of tender affection, Shen Yi finally stopped, but he still held Ye Wanwan. While caressing her smooth long hair, he said in a hoarse voice, "Wanwan, don’t love me so much."
Shen Yi let out a long sigh, and said with utter helplessness, "Wanwan, you must remember, in this world, there is nothing more important than yourself."
"If you want to love someone, you have to first learn to love yourself. You have to take good care of yourself, understand?"
He simply wasn’t worthy of Ye Wanwan’s love. In this lifetime, it was enough for him to love Ye Wanwan!
Ye Wanwan leaned in Shen Yi’s arms and took a while to come back to her senses before she said softly, "Shen Yi, you said it, everything has started over."
Deep down, she knew that although Shen Yi had made mistakes in their past life, the person who had done far more wrong was herself. Even if she had always harbored a slight grudge, after Shen Yi’s words that day, she had completely let go.
Who was right or wrong in their past lives didn’t matter anymore. What mattered in this life was that they were good to each other!
"Yes, everything has started over." Shen Yi knew that everything had begun anew.
But he still couldn’t accept, couldn’t accept that it was he who caused Ye Wanwan’s death!
After a long while, Shen Yi finally said in a deep voice, "It’s getting late, let’s sleep."
"Mm." Ye Wanwan replied softly.
Shen Yi released Ye Wanwan, letting her lie down before he turned off the light and then lay down himself. He held Ye Wanwan in his arms.
Nowadays, even if Ye Wanwan did nothing at home, she would naturally feel sleepy when it was time.
It was nothing like before when she could stay up until late at night reading novels or playing games, and Shen Yi wouldn’t urge her to sleep unless she kept going.
Shen Yi held Ye Wanwan and soon heard her steady breathing.
Shen Yi pulled Ye Wanwan closer into his embrace and then, holding her, he fell into a deep sleep.
When Shen Yi awoke, Ye Wanwan was still asleep. He picked up his phone from the nightstand and glanced at it. It was only seven in the morning.
Shen Yi then looked at Ye Wanwan, who was lying beside him, and kissed her forehead gently. After that, he softly got out of bed.
Ye Wanwan seemed to be disturbed, frowning slightly and humming drowsily. Shen Yi caressed her cheek and soothed her gently, "Go back to sleep."
Ye Wanwan took a deep breath and then, with her eyes closed, she went back to sleep.
Assuring himself she had fallen asleep again, Shen Yi carefully withdrew his hand and tiptoed towards the bathroom.
By the time Shen Yi came downstairs after freshening up, Ye Wanwan was still sleeping.
Shen Yi ate a simple breakfast at home and then called Uncle Zhang, asking him to drive him on an errand.