Yang Ruxin spoke faintly, "You need to rest quietly now, crying will harm your body."
Guan Qingyue’s brows furrowed slightly, but she held back her tears.
"Death is an easy thing," Yang Ruxin sighed lightly, "Even if I save you now, you can continue trying to die once I leave. If you want to die thoroughly, just hit your head hard against the wall, and your brains will burst out, ensuring death... But to come back to life, that’s impossible..."
The corners of Guan Qingyue’s mouth twitched, and inexplicably, she suddenly felt a bit better. She revealed a smile uglier than crying, "You’re really annoying... Previously, you were as emotionless as wood, always following my brother around. Just looking at you made me want to beat you. Even if you tried to please me so humbly, I would still find you disgusting, like a clingy plaster..." She paused, "Such a handsome young man, my brother, it felt as though he was being tainted by your gaze..."
Yang Ruxin was neither here nor there; she actually didn’t like how Yang Dani used to be either, as she had dragged herself into the mire.
"Later on, you changed, became who you are now. You stopped chasing after my brother, and you looked down on me even more... Yet, I still found you just as annoying..."
Yang Ruxin chuckled, "But you were saved by this annoying person twice..."
"Now, I hate you, but to put it plainly, I am jealous of you..." Guan Qingyue revealed a hapless bitter smile, "I used to think I was something great. I looked down on everyone, even you. I..." As she spoke, she began to cry whimpering, "I’m such a failure..."
This time, Yang Ruxin did not speak, simply letting her cry.
After a good while, Guan Qingyue finally cried enough and stopped, but she kept hiccupping.
Yang Ruxin went to pour a bowl of water and helped her sit up to take a few sips, "Feeling better?"
"You said crying isn’t good, why didn’t you stop me?"
"Why should I stop you? Besides, would it have been any use if I had?" Yang Ruxin spread her hands innocently.
Guan Qingyue then sulked a bit.
"Let’s talk about your plans," Yang Ruxin pulled a chair over to sit down, "You wouldn’t have asked me to stay just to watch you cry, right?"
"Sister Xin, I’ll call you Sister Xin. I know only you can help me..." Guan Qingyue reached out with her injured hand trying to pull Yang Ruxin, "Please help me. I don’t want to die anymore, but I don’t want to marry Wang Wu either, because..."
"But why should I help you?" Yang Ruxin moved her hand back onto the bed, "You should move less."
"Because..." Guan Qingyue showed a baffled expression, then smiled bitterly, "I don’t know... but I just feel that you have the ability... Yet, I don’t know if I will ever be able to repay you in the future..."
Yang Ruxin’s eyes flashed, "I can help you, but are you sure your parents would agree to me getting involved?"
"My brother..." Guan Qingyue spoke anxiously, "My brother would agree, my parents listen to him..."
"Then take good care of your injuries," Yang Ruxin stood up, "You need to be healthy for anything to happen. I’ll come see you again tomorrow..."
Guan Qingyue watched Yang Ruxin’s retreating figure, inexplicably breathing a sigh of relief. She didn’t know why she trusted Yang Ruxin so much, but she felt certain she would be okay if she had promised, and then she peacefully closed her eyes...